The Lost Lovato [[ COMPLETED ]]

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{ Demi }

I can't help her, This is a disaster. She won't talk to me and she constantly telling me how much she wants to be dead, I have to watch her every second or every minute of everyday. She's held a knife to her chest at least twice, I've even had to call the damn police. This has been the hardest month of my life, I can't fucking continue my career right now she is in her room with Madison. "Mom!" I snapped

"Listen to me!" I practically begged, with tears falling down. "What baby? I am listening." She asked holding my hands, "I - I can't do this! Rebecca she is tearing me down. I look at her and I don't even see my sister anymore. I see a fucking monster, I'm - I'm trying to help her so she won't have to go to rehab but I can't - I can't. I don't want her to think I'm giving up on her but she's ruining my career and I've done too much to stop it." I cried,

"Demi, just give her some time. She's been out a month, she's only 15." My mom tried to help, "I'm tired mom. I'm tired of fighting her for everything."

"I'm sorry baby, do what you feel is right."

"Why is she my problem? She's your daughter. Why am I taking care of her? I should be on tour right now but instead I'm stuck taking care of mentally ill sister when it's not my job." I spat, I didn't mean it I'm just so tired. "Woah woah, don't yell at me you said you would take care of her. We offered to take her but you turned us down because you have more resources. If it was me she would of been in rehab already." Mom stood up and pulled out her phone "We have to go it's getting late. Bye Demi," she hugged me and left. "Bye Demi!" Madison said cheerfully, "bye love!"

I sighed covering my face,

I stood up "Rebecca, dinner time!" I yelled, I went into her room to see her staring at the floor. "Come on you need to eat." I said leaning against the door way.

"I'm not hungry." She lied, I rolled my eyes "well I know you are. So get your ass up and get downstairs." I said firmly, she rolled her eyes "whatever bitch."

I smacked the back of her head "don't you dare call me a bitch." She scoffed, I walked behind her as she walked down these stairs I have grown to fucking hate. I helped her sit down and I grabbed a plate and put some pizza on it then I handed her, her medicine with some water. "Take your medicine and eat." I demanded as I grabbed myself from pizza and began eating it.