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The covers stayed over my head as Taehyung and Jungkook kept knocking on my door. Tomorrow my dad's funeral well be held and Taehyung and Jungkook have been trying to get me to come out my room. That day we flew back to Seoul only for me to lock myself in my room. It's been three days and I haven't ate or slept. My eyes are dry now from all the crying I've been doing but I have a pounding headache. Without my father I feel like a lost doll, I don't know what to do.

"Somi, please let us in. You need to eat and get some air. Please Somi, your father wouldn't want this." Taehyung spoke softly knocking on my bedroom door. My face was on fire but it seemed like when the tears fell it was even more hotter. I rolled over in my bed staring at the once beautiful room destroyed. Just the other day I came in my room breaking almost everything. It wasn't fare. My father was supposed to live and be happy. He just got remarried after all this time. For once I was happy to see my father with another women besides my mom.

"Please just let me be." I mumbled.

"No Somi! It's been tree days. It's okay, I promise you Somi it's okay." Jungkook spoke. I jumped out the bed unlocking and swinging the door open.

"It's not! It's not okay! Why can't you understand that? It's not okay!" I screamed as the tears came back. I feel to the ground with both Taehyung and Jungkook wrapping their arms around me. We stayed there in the door way with me crying and they just holding me tightly. I don't know who was hurting more, me or them. They were hurting because of me, and I was hurting because of my father.

"We have something for you." Taehyung pulled out from behind his back a small envelope. I didn't know what to do so I just started drying my tears. "It's from your father." Taehyung added. I slowly grabbed the letter. On one side of the letter was a pink flower and the other side had a bright yellow flower.

"I'm not going to open it yet." I mumbled.

"Why?" Jungkook asked.

"Because next week is my birthday. Then, I'll open the letter." I mumbled holding the letter closer to my chest.

"Will you please come downstairs. Mom will be home in just a few." Taehyung spoke standing up. Jungkook stood up next holding out his hand. I slowly grabbed his hand before standing up. I walked to my bed placing the letter down.

I do know my father to well, he wouldn't like the idea of me being in a room all alone crying my eyes out. For the time being I'm not alone. I have Taehyung and Jungkook by my side.

"Here's some water and Taehyung is ordering some chicken." Jungkook sat the cool glass of water down in front of me as he pulled the chair out beside me. I just sat there not speaking a word, I didn't feel like talking anymore. Just not yet. I laid my head down on the kitchen table feeling it's cool touch hit my cheek. My eyes slowly blinked as Jungkook laid his beside me.

"Jungkook. I miss him." I cried out feeling the cool touch disappear. Jungkook reached over pulling me into a hug. Once again I started crying as I just sat there in Jungkook's arms. "My heart hurts so bad and I can't make it stop." I was choking on my words as Jungkook gently started brushing the hair out of my eyes.

"Please stop crying Somi, it's breaking you...which is breaking me." Jungkook mumbled. He started wiping my tears off my cheek as he just stared at me. My eyes though never left his. I've said it once before but Jungkook's touch makes me feel safe and for once I feel protection from someone besides my father. I grabbed Jungkook's shirt pulling his body into my arms. I kept hugging him as I just sat there still crying. A few minutes later Taehyung walked back in the kitchen sitting down in front of us. I slowly pulled away from Jungkook drying my tears.

Remember, be strong for them Somi. I can't be weak. Not for them, not for father.

"Thank you." I smiled looking at them both.

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