to all the glowing eyes ✎ joshler

december 1

josh never forgot.

the cold breeze along with the rain sets a sad mood. he can feel it. he sighs as the downpour falls down harder by the minute.

he looks down at his phone.

only one notification is on the screen.

tyler's birthday 🌻💛

he sniffs. a drop of water falls on the screen, not from the rain.

where did he go wrong?

it's been weeks since tyler disappeared.

his parents didn't really care. the school made a big deal out of it. the sophomore would've been impressed with how much people now seem to miss him.

josh knows that's all a façade.

he misses his friend so much.

he often spots mrs. patrick selling more yellow flowers and he breaks down.

his emotions are all over the place.

he had to give the presentation alone. mr. jefferson gave him extra credit out of pity.

he wonders if wherever tyler is, that people appreciate him.

he misses him.

he misses his cute smiles, his adorable laugh, his precious blushing.

he unlocks his phone and sighs as he is about to do the most stupid thing he's ever done, aside from invading tyler's privacy.

josh dun: happy birthday 💛 i hope you're having a good day, wherever you are.

he hits send.

and he waits.

he closes his eyes for a moment. he tries to picture his last memory of him, happy of course.

they were about to kiss that one time.

he wants to see him again.      no,
he needs to.

tyler was his sanity.

his sense of hope.

his source of happiness.

his crush.

the first love. love,  yeah.

he had fallen so deep..

so so so deep.

he wants to see him again.

tyler 🌻: thank you.

his heart stops.

{🌹💌🌹}

henlo

pART TWO BABY

did y'all like it? did y'all believe that the last chapter was the final one?

idfk what is going on with the adams young thing and i'm so ready to know if it's a hoax or not

see you stinkies later

-alaska x