Chapter 13

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Y/n's pov.
"So, I'll be in the guest room." I said grabbing my things.
"O-okay." Lauren mumbled.

She sat down on the bed as I opened my suitcase to get a couple of things.

I wasn't staying for the night in the guest room, I was staying for a couple of days.

I needed to show Lauren the pain she made me feel.

I walked towards the door, but  before I got to actually hold the doorknob, a hand on my wrist stopped me.

"Wait." Lauren said quickly.
"What?" I asked and turned my head.

My lips met hers.

I felt the sparks, I felt the zoo, I felt the butterflies.

I was falling for this girl but I needed to break her walls.

Am I strong enough for that?

"I love you Y/n. I really do." She said cupping my cheeks.

"Then why'd you snap at me?" I mumbled.
"I was scared." She said and sighed.

"Of what?" I asked.
"What other people would say." She said defeated.

"Are you embarrassed of me?" I asked my voice shaky.

The tears in my eyes were visible.

"No. It's just...I told everybody that I didn't do relationships." She said.

I pulled away from her.

This hurts.

"But I really do feel something for you Y/n." She said.
"Give me time." She said and sat down.

"I'm willing to break your walls Lauren, but please don't break my heart. This is my first time actually feeling something for somebody." I mumbled.
"I love you Y/n." She said.

I walked away from her and left the room to the guest room.

I just need time to think.

>The Next Day

I woke up and remembered everything that happened last night.

Why me?

I sat up and heard Lauren yelling.

"I told you no! I have Y/n and I don't need you!" She yelled again.

What the fuck?

I stood up and tip toed to where Lauren was.

I saw her in the living room, stood with her phone on her ear.

"Camila, no!" She yelled.

I flinched a bit but shrugged it off.

Wait. Did she say Camila?

"That was years ago." Lauren mumbled.

"Those fucks were meaningless." Lauren mumbled again.

"Just stop. You know what, goodbye." Lauren finally said and hung up.

Okay. Cool.
She had a thing with Camila.
That's okay.

You're such a bad liar.

Shut it.

You're talking to yourself again.

I walked in the room and started making coffee.

That seemed to get Lauren's attention.

"Oh hey. Good morning." She mumbled and sat on a chair.
"So, you and Camila, huh?" I asked casually.

Lauren's pov.
Lauren fucking Jauregui you goddamn messed up again.

"That was years ago." I mumbled frustrated.
"Really?" She asked.

Her voice was casual, but her face showed pain.

She heard you.

No shit Sherlock.

You're talking to yourself.

I put my head in my hands as Y/n slid a cup of coffee in front of me.

"If you really want to leave. I'll sign and get some papers, you'll be free." I said standing up.

I didn't want to keep her and just hurt her.

"Wait no." She said.
"I kind of love you too and I want to stay here."

What?!

{A/n: edited.}

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