split person/ality

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        i see an outline of my former self,       
which has slowly, almost calculatingly,      
    been peeled away from the feelings         
               and emotions that i once felt,          
     leaving a hollow center and a bitter          
                           outer surface behind.         

they see a bubble of quick thoughts
and a sharp mind, picking up everything
in its wake and transforming broken hope
into light, and love, and wonder;
they see someone who has learnt to
live as they expect and desire.

perhaps, one day, the outline and the
   person/ality will fuse and take them on
         and she, or rather I, will vanquish my 
                                my numb senses and live 
                                             as i once wanted to.
                                                   

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