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sixty four

tw:// mentions of suicide attempts

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july 8th, 2017

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vic: hey guys

gabe: hey vic

jack: how's he doing

alex: what's the update

vic: uh they're sending him to this hospital a bit up north to stay for... fuck. they're pushing for a month to make sure he gets proper treatment bc he tends to push everyone away at once to avoid stressing anyone out too much or something idk and he's a danger to himself at the moment and they found his journal and UGH

vic: so he wasn't cheating on me. he was just trying to push me away to avoid stressing me out more than he would've initially bc he knows how i get

mikey: :(

pete: i'm sorry vic. did u talk to him or was it his parents who told

vic: he was half asleep when i got there and just ended up passing out like 10 minutes later

pete: oh i see ok

mikey: :(

travie: next time u see him tell him his class skipping buddy loves him

travie: i don't know kellin like that but still we skipped class together once and had a real bonding moment i would say

vic: i will

vic: his parents are so upset i feel like shit

vic: like his dads not very affectionate or super duper nice to him or whatever but like that's still his kid so i mean his dads freaking out and his mom? ugh

gabe: :/

william: do his parents like u at all or did they only tell u bc of kellins best interest

vic: they don't really know i mean they do but not to the extent of it idk i've gone to his house like twice so they don't really have much of an opinion that i know of but his moms always been nice to me and she texted me telling me what happened and then called me

patrick: :/

patrick: this is so bad

patrick: i keep thinking of other shit that's happened this is bad i hope everything works out

mikey: same

mikey: pete text me

mikey: pls

pete, mikey

pete: what's up mikey

mikey: i'm osrry pete my anxiety is flaring right now

pete: baby why

pete: talk to me i love you

mikey: i'm so stupid i know ur better now but i can't get the image of u hooked up to machines bc u tried to u kno what out of my head