~ I shouldn't tell you but ~

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Hii guys this is the 3rd part of my crappy story hahahaha

ENJOY!!

Calum's POV

I don't know but i don't feel ok I want to text Luke 

But why? It's just been an hour since i left the house 

Should i text him??


"Uhm Cal?? are you ok??" Michael asked 

"Yeah why are you asking?"  i replied 

Cal are you really ok?

"You look worried..." he walks nearer

"Do i??" i asked him giving him a confused look 

"Yup" he nodded and went to the fridge to get something to drink

He handed me one

"Thanks" i smiled reaching out my hand to grab the drink from his hand

He nodded "What's really up with you Cal??" he asked while drinking

Come on Cal you should tell him he won't mind

After all he is your bestfriend too, you shouldn't keep your secrets all by yourself

you might explode

Come on

I sighed putting my drink down 

"Mikey don't take this the wrong way ok? i asked

"Yeah... erm.. uh... ok" he looked around not giving me an eye contact

"Michael!!" i shouted

"Ok...ok" he laughs

I gulped okay this is it calum

"The thing is.... since last month I've changed. I don't flirt with girls anymore...  And... Luke!! he's the only one that's on my mind I don't know why but i'm feeling something different I just can't explain it i keep asking myself am i gay? or just bi? i don't know mikey this is bullshit" i sighed

He looked at me and furrowed his eyebrows 

"I knew it, you will never understand!" i stood up 

But then he held my hand "Continue"

"When he started dating Sarah I feel... i just feel!" i started panicking, not able to spit the word out 

"Jealous" he said oh thank you michael

"Yeah sorta" i calmed down

He looked at me and whispered "Well that is called, love my friend L - O - V - E!"

i can feel tears building up on the corner of my eyes

"This means.. no.. no i whispered then i started to cry 

Michael looked at me and he hugged me "shh you're not alone..." he whispered in my ear while rubbing my back

"What?" i looked at him what does he mean you're not alone? oh shit oh shit i asked wiping my tears

"No I'm not gay...." i think he just read my mind he rolled his eyes "I'm more like uhm.. bi i still like girls as well as boys" he smiled then hugs me again

"Thank you, for understanding me mikey" i hugged him back

Everything is calm, Michael didn't mind

Michael and I went upstairs "Luckily she's out with her friends, she won't spend the night here." 

"There's a guess room over there" i pointed my finger to the other room just across my sister's

"Ok goodnight Cal" he waved goodbye

"Goodnight Mikey thanks for everything" i smiled and waved back he just gave me a small smile

I went inside of my sister's bedroom 

I walked straight to bed and lay myself down on the soft bed, I feel relaxed

I wonder what luke is doing right now

Maybe having sex.....

Fuck her

I shut my eyes 

Then 

I started dreaming 

Sorry but this is soo short I'm sorry guys 

but i hope you are still enjoying it

ILY guys :) 

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