Don't Read My Mistakes

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I'm Sorry

         Wow, it's been awhile has it not? During this month I probably made the worst mistake in my damn life then being born. I'll sum it up in one word, suicide. I deserved it honestly, I'm such a greedy bastard that doesn't care about fucking living. I shouldn't have. Everyone reading this, all my readers who are worried about some 11 year old on here, why are you? I don't deserve to be treated like I should, I'm trash aren't I not? I'm stupid, I get bullied, I cry myself to sleep knowing that my sister is hearing it next to me. I don't want attention it's just I don't deserve it. Someone, someone innocent that was either shot, ran over, suicidal like me should've lived! But they didn't because I was chose instead. I don't want to feel like this, guilty. I hate everything about myself, I bet my family even hates everything about me. I can't stand the fact that my friends go out of there way to call me "pretty". I don't deserve to be called lies, I don't deserve a life when someone else should've.

I

Am

Sorry

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