Chapter 87

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>Wednesday

Y/n's pov.
Last night I couldn't sleep.

I was just laid on my bed looking at the ceiling or closing my eyes and trying to force myself to sleep.

What Lauren said yesterday really stuck with me.

The fact that she said that our 'love story' didn't have a happy ending made me feel...

Well, I don't know what to feel anymore.

And I don't remember ,and I don't want to remember, what I felt when Lauren snapped at me.

I just feel numb.

I don't feel hurt.

Or sad.

Or pissed.

I'm just absolutely numb.

I sat up and checked the time.

It was still kind of dark outside.

'5:45' the clock said.

I sighed and stood up.

I was wearing the clothes I wore yesterday.

I put a hoodie on and got out of my room.

Lucas had his classes at 8, so I had a couple of hours to think and just get my mind off of things.

I entered the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge.

I took my phone and keys off of the dining table and exited the house.

I entered my car and started driving.

>Minutes Later

I got out of my car after I parked it.

I didn't even know where I was, but I stopped on a hill because I wanted to see the sunrise.

I happily sighed and looked in front of me.

"Hey! This is private property!" Somebody yelled behind me.

I froze.

I didn't move at all.

Maybe it was the fact that I was trespassing.

Or maybe it was the fact that I knew that voice.

I slowly turned around and saw her.

My daughter.

How could you fucking drive and park on Lauren's land?!

I don't know!

"Mom?" Luna asked with her raspy voice.

She looked so much like Lauren.

"Hey." I greeted her.

She immediately ran up to me and hugged me.

I was an inch taller than her.

I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her head.

"I missed you so much." She whispered and hugged me tighter.

"I missed you too Luna. You're growing up so fast." I told her with tears in my eyes.

We stayed like that for a couple of minutes until Luna pulled away to ask me a question.

"It's 6 am, what are you doing here?" She asked confused.
"Uh-well, I needed to get my mind off of some things and I just let my body drive and here I am." I explained shortly with a nervous laugh.

She gave me a giggle, that sounded so much like mine.

I smiled, but that fell when I saw the front door of the mansion open.

"Luna? What're you doing outside?" Lauren asked.

She had her arm over a girl's shoulder.

I didn't know who the girl was, but I tried so hard not to run up to her and beat the shit out of her.

"I saw a car park from my window and it turns out that it's mom." Luna explained pointing at me.

Lauren and I locked eyes.

"Fuck." I whispered and looked away.

Just looking into her eyes, made me feel like home.

But my eyes trailed on the mystery girl and back to Lauren.

That time, I looked back at her, it felt like she burnt the home down and left me there to burn with it and the memories.

"Uh. Hey." Lauren awkwardly greeted.

She was about to tell the girl to go inside, but instead, I just gave her a nod and entered my car.

I backed out, seeing Lauren with guilt on her face and Luna with a confused expression.

I sighed and drove back home.

>At Home With Lucas.

"I'm going to school! Thanks for the breakfast, I love you!" Lucas yelled from downstairs.
"Take care! Love you too!" I said back.

I was in my room writing something on my laptop.

After a couple of minutes, my bedroom door swung open.

"Ahhh!" I yelled as my glasses fell and I threw a shoe at the person who barged in my room.

"Ow fuck." The person said.

I opened one of my eyes and saw Lauren holding her stomach.

"Lauren?! Don't fucking do that ever again!" I yelled at her and threw another shoe at her.

"Ow! Stop it!" She said when the shoe hit her head.

"Why are you here?" I asked confused as I picked my glasses up from the floor.

"I'm sorry." She whispered.

My head snapped towards her as I looked at her still confused.

"What?" I asked.

"I'm sorry. The girl you saw me with was just a friend." She explained as she sat down my bed without my permission.

"Just my friend my ass." I mumbled and closed my laptop.

"I read your books, they're really amazing." Lauren said changing the subject.

I looked at her with an eyebrow raised.

She just gave me a shy and nervous smile.

"Why are you actually here?" I asked taking a deep breath in.

"I need you back." She said.

My breath hitched as my eyes widened.

What?

{A/n; edited.}

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