//idk//

i am confusion

what's wrong with me holy heck. y'know,  when i first got wattpad i was just gonna read fanfic n stuff but now i kinda wanna write some.. like not sinful fanfic, the fluff // fluffy type. like some heckin' joshler or ryden and stuff. but like imma ditch that whole idea bc i can't write crap. i just noticed its almost 5 oml. . . maybe i can just do these small chapters with like rants or something  ??  maybe i can do drawing stuff?  also i feel vv dumb for this but i didn't know that you could actually get your fanfics published like //officially// but holy heck that's cool .. BLOOD IS ON, ITS HECKIN' LIT M8S ... i feel like this whole entire book is just gonna be my thoughts and silently talking to myself (did that even make sense tho?) Spotify g noted me and northern downpoured me a few days ago so im trying to save my skips as much as i can. okay so {STORYTIME} my sister was singing a song called We Sleep Forever by Aiden ((i think??))  but like five seconds later that song comes on my shuffle,  boy was I sh00k.  .  . ∆∆∆ILUMINATI CONFIRMED∆∆∆.. anyways idk what im doing with my life like wHat the heckY?! my keyboard is trying to make me S-I-N,  ((ayye house of wolves ref)) it keeps reccomending  °insert profanity here bc i don't curse°  okAy vv unpopular opinion but i kinda like school? but idek why..i love declan mckenna.. oml i just remembered the essay that i turned in for my 6th period like two weeks ago and i swear im scared my teacher read it bc it was all about gerard way, ryan ross, and declan mckenna and get readY FOR THIS M8S ((we had to have a creative title to get full credit)) THE TITLE WAS "welcome to the sound of pretty.  odd. " GUYs wHy dID I DO THAt?? this is so cringy. im living cringe. i need death.  my music taste is so strange, it ranges from My Chemical Romance to some random really quiet hippie music so like idk.. i need to crop so many instagram memes heck.. okay so now im awake ((i fell asleep at 7am,  it is now 12: 34 LITTY))