Broken ~ (xDathi)

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Age: 24
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(DAVID'S POV)

        "Who am I?" I pondered to myself. Someone that's afraid to let go, uh Tears prickled down my face as I let out a frustrated scream. You decide, if you're ever gonna, let me know I looked down at the gun and grabbed it. Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh I pointed it at my head, I'm sad and low, yeah crying silently. I'm sad and low, yeah

        "Who am I?" I whispered, my hands shaking violently. Someone that's afraid to let go, uh "I-I never wanted to loose you.." You decide, if you're ever gonna, let me know "I never did."
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh I stopped and stared the gun, throwing it to the ground.
I'm sad and low, yeah I walked in the bathroom and threw my hands in water, splashing it on my face as I contemplated shooting myself. I'm sad and low, yeah

(FLASHBACK)

        I gave her everything "David!" She laughed, pulling me closer. As our eyes met, her pupils turned dull as she stepped back. She took my heart and left me lonely "Y/n..?" I reached out, getting pulled back as she walked farther and farther away. I've been broken, heart's contentious I caused her to be like this.. "I'M NOT HAVING A GOD DAMN SLUT IN MY HOUSE!" I won't fix, I'd rather weep what I didn't know was it wasn't her fault.

        I'm lost "YE FUCKING CHEATING BITCH!" and I'm found, I'm s-sorry," But it's torture being in love "I don't care Y/n, leave me alone for fuck sakes." I love when you're around "I fucking love ye so fucking much." But I fucking hate when you leave "I know you're cheating on me. WEREN'T YOU?"

(FLASHBACK END)

        "Who am I?" I screamed. "WHO AM I?" My fist collided with the mirror, the shattered pieces falling into the sink. Someone that's afraid to let go, uh My hand spazzed, tiny pieces of glass getting dislodged in my hand, as the blood slowly dripped down my arm. You decide, if you're ever gonna, let me know "I need you." Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh "So fucking much." I'm sad and low, yeah I turned the faucet on, running my hand through cold water and I hissed, the blood mixing with the water. I'm sad and low, yeah

"Who am I?" I slowly began wrapping my arm, shaking. Someone that's afraid to let go, uh "I'm scared." I whisper, "I'm scared of loosing her." You decide, if you're ever gonna, let me know I pulled out my phone and dialed her number, her name under "ADDICTIONS" Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh "The number you have reached is no longer in service. Please d-" I'm sad and low, yeah No. No, no - it can't be real! I'm sad and low, yeah

        "Who am I?" My body slowly slid down the wall, my hands angrily grabbing my hair. Someone that's afraid to let go, uh "YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME!" You decide, if you're ever gonna, let me know The phone dropped from my hand, slowly everything felt like it was closing in. Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh My gaze traveled to the phone, I'm sad and low, yeah The letters distorted. I'm sad and low, yeah

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"Who am I?" I felt everything collapse. Someone that's afraid to let go, uh I can't live without her, I can't. You decide, if you're ever gonna, let me know That's why I won't. Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh She doesn't love me anymore. I'm sad and low, yeah After all, I'm sad and low, yeah

She's dead.

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