Finding myself

Chapter 28

Thankfully, history wasn't that long. Nor was the period after. Well probably because I was trying to fish information about Alizarin and the people in the slums in the internet mentally through my phone. There was nothing in the WIS about it. Clearly, this is more confidential than I thought.

I even ran a background check on Raven but came up with very limited information. Something in the lines of born to a ranked wolf. Her family was dead and thus she was adopted by the twins' uncle. Information was very limited. But it was nothing a good hacker couldn't find. I could do it now, but I couldn't risk another episode of what happened in the Computer period.

What was most disturbing though was something the pack border cameras picked up. Alphas were coming into our pack from many other packs. And that included Alpha Dex, my father. The alpha who hardly attended any ceremonies or meetings for the last few years. I think Blaze threatened him into coming this time.

As the black Lamborghini from my oldest of oldest memories whizzed by (it was his favorite car ever since I was a child), I saw another disturbing scene. A blonde head. That meant my sisters were also with him. I don't even know how to face him. Add to that my other blood-related family and I might go insane.

By the time class ended, Jason was waiting for me by the door. Sneaky thing. He probably remembered my class from looking at my timetable in the morning. He probably knows all my periods now. That sucks. Sometimes I forget that the idiot has a photographic memory.

"Hey Zar-Zar, most of the alphas are coming today, and that includes the alpha of Moon stone!" he squealed like a 12-year-old girl. It earned a few curious glances and glares from teens in the hallway as well as my fellow history classmates.

I scowled, more to the fact that he was excited at my father's arrival than the childish acts.

"He is so cool, like the best hacker in the world! I would surely get him to teach us something." He said.

I could feel Zian's frustration. I would rather die than do that. And besides, he talked to me about this as if he was teaching an illiterate. Probably because hackers aren't all that popular with girls.

Well, I did spend my last three years continuously tracking him and his actions. It was another secret even Sam wasn't aware of. I wasn't sure whether it is love or hatred that drove me to do it. Or adoration or restlessness. I am not even sure anymore. Like I said, I don't know how to recognize my own emotions.

"Don't you think so?" Jason asked and looked at me expectantly. I obviously lost track of his conversation.

I grunted and started walking to my lockers.

Jason squealed with as he listed why and how my father is the greatest hacker in the world and I gritted my teeth and listened to it all. It was starting to annoy me a lot. And Zian growled too, letting me know she didn't like where this was going. She even asked me to rip his head off at a point.

"Hey, Zar-Zar, the gang's waiting for you over there," Jason said when he saw me walking the opposite direction of the parking lot.

I rolled my eyes. Let's get this done with.

Jason dragged me to the group and I realized that Stacey was talking to Raven while Drake and Jake with... Hails and Amelia. Before I could turn and walk away, they saw me.

Amelia was on me before I could blink.

Hugging the life out of me and saying

"I missed you."