My Crush Stories

chapter 14: Part 4 we dont talk anymore like we used to do

Lol I didn't mean for it to be an actual song title😁😂😂
So you may have seen my name already but my name is Isis if you have a problem leave but I feel comfortable telling you guys now cause I feel no point in keeping it secret.

Why won't he talk to me?

All we speak is "small talk"

Nothing but "hi" and "alright I'm gonna go"

Which all from me

All he says is "hi Isis" and then we just sit in silence and then he leaves

I don't think I'm gonna get far with him

You want to know why I don't say anything in the sudden silence?

Because he doesn't talk!!

He just nodes or shrugs his shoulders

Uhhhh he's by far the worst

Or am I just being annoying?

10/11/17

He's not talking to me anymore or even acknowledge I exists

I don't know what's his problem

I don't know if he is mad at me or if he found out

But I'm clearly disappointed

No person should be treated like this

I think I'm going to close this chapter of him

He's nothing interesting anymore

I know I'll find someone but its not him

I'll forever miss our talks and touch and small experiences that would make an exciting story to tell in the future but it's not him, it will never be him

It will be someone special

Someone better

Someone who will fall in love with my weird personality and smile and brown eyes
Someone will love my bionic ears😂 and awkward stance

Someone will love me but it won't be him

My ex crush

I'm glad I'm ending it now cause I know i won't get far with him

And if he ever tries to come back for me

I'll say

"It's to late"

Even if he decorates the entire gym, gather hundreds of kids to watch, and reach for my face and smiles and says "I love you, I'm not just in love with you I'm madly in love with you" I shake my head and cry tears of not happiness but of pain because I'm going to let him down in front of hundreds of people " you'll find someone better, I promise , but it's not me it won't ever be me" and I'll kiss his cheek and walk away

Because of all his actions it really affected me and I'm not gonna let the person that hurt me date me

No one will ever understand how you feel, even if they say "I've been there" or " I understand" no one will ever understand

But just screw him ya know?

I wasted my weeks on this boy 🙄

For what? To be ignored?

Pretty much

If you like someone please don't waste your time on him/her if they aren't doing anything to you like talking

If they know you like them and you know that they know and their aren't alking to you

Then forget it

End of their chapter

There are many people out there that are just cute as this person or just as fun or whatever

Just please don't waste your time

Also if you like someone makes sure they respect you

I love you fam.

I don't want you heartbroken cause it f******* sucks 😖

So please coming from a 15 year old that hasn't dated anyone😅

Choose your people wisely