Elena's Twin Sister [1] ᵀᵛᴰ

Chapter 27: NOT AGAIN

A/N: Rebekah is underlined
Klaus is bold
Kol is slanted
Elijah is all of three
Jennifer is normal

Jennifer P.O.V

"When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else

I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me - inside
I'm paralyzed

When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith

I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me - where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
And on the race of life time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen

I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (Oh. How come I'm not moving? Why aren't I moving? Ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (Where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me - inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)"

"I like that you are a great singer Jennifer "

"I always love that song see is opposite for me I am not scared to die but I am scared to live"

"Why is that love?"

"I don't know maybe because when I live everyone else around me dies"

"Well darling when we see with you we will never die"

"Jennifer you have to believe me at some point."

"I have no idea what you mean"

"You denying me being your mate"

"I have a question how can I have a mate if I am human?"

"Because Elijah is your mate you are his only originals ans dooplegangers can have mates"

"So basically everyone else gets to chose who they fall for except you guys me, Elena and Katherine?"

"Exactly darling "

"Well that is stupid"

"Why is that?"

"I can't design my own destiny you guys just said that"

" Why do you not believe that you are my mate?"

"I find it hard that anyone would chose me when there is Elena and Katherine"