"I...I don't even know him how am I going to marry someone I don't even know !?" I asked feeling annoyed and upset at the same time . If that's even an emotion. I just found out my parents betrayed me , give me a break.
My mother stood up and said
" Sorry that this was the way you found out but it's done ,Your marrying him and that's final .We're meeting him and his mother tomorrow over lunch to discuss"I can't believe they are actually going to let me go through with this . I really thought they loved me but their giving me away to some stranger. Me their only daughter and child . Their giving me away , like some old T-shirt they don't want to wear anymore .
Tears started to well up in my eyes as sadness and betrayel started to take the place of my anger and frustration
" Maybe it's best if you go and get some rest honey , you have a lot to think about " my dad said placing a kiss on my forehead before leaving .
Yeah , I did have a lot think about, how my futute is decided for me , how I'm forced into something I don't want , how I had absolutely no say in this whats so ever.
My only question was why ?
Why are they doing this ?
Why did they choose me and not some other fortunate girl who maybe wanted this ?
I didn't want this ! I didn't want any of this !
So I dragged myself up to bed my feet feeling heavier with each step I take . I went to go shower and just stood there for a while with the water running down my back thinking and processing everything that just happend .
I'm getting married . To a stranger before I'm even 18... woah...who would've known this was how my life ended ? As a teenage bride. Sold as a teenage bride by birth . Not me that's for sure .
I just stood there , thinking , trying to figure a way out of this , yet nothing came to mind .
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That night I could hardly sleep , my head was filled with questions and concerns like Am I ready? , Am I going to be a good wife ? How am I going to cope with this resposibility ?How do you even prepare for something like this? And What does he think ? Does he feel the same way I do about this ? Or is he happy about this ?Is he a decent human being or some jerk ?Why me ? Why did they pick me and not someone else ? Why now ?My whole mind shifted from anger out brusts to fear , making me question my whole existance .
The questions just filling my thoughts the entire night I could hardly get any sleep at all. I don't think anyone would if they were dealing with what I am .
So I just stared up at the cealing , the darkness that surrounded me being my only comfort , the only thing bringing peace and contentment to my busy mind and aching heart.
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