I'm Not Crazy, I'm Just Lonely

I Will Make Real Life Friends

(A/N yes, it's official! I'm keeping the BTT because New Zealand's role is not as big)

( y/n ) 's POV
{Recess}
It's a beautiful day, they said. It's nice to have fun in the sun, they said.
Well here I am, sitting under the scorching hot sun... How is this fun?! It's so hot and I'm burning to death!
" Romano! Help me... " I cried but instead, Romano just pinned me down onto the burning concrete, because he is my bad luck, I tripped in real life!    I bitterly scowled," Romano! Help get rid of the heat and I'll be fine! "     Romano sighed heavily and groaned," Jeez, I'm your bad luck! I'm suppose to make you fall! "   I was about to grab his hand and push him into the bike racks until I heard a loud raspy voice calling out," Ey! Lady! "
I glared," What?! "    I forgot that he was an actual human being! How much of a creep am I anyways... I barely speak to anyone... Then the voice replied," Wow! You didn't have to be so rude to " The Awesome Me "! "
I groaned," The hell do you want with me anyway? "    Obviously being annoyed.
Then, the boy proceeded to scoff," I am the awesome Gilbert! You should be grateful that I would even have the courage to talk to a maggot like you! Now are we going to be friends or what? "
I gasped at his words and scoffed back," Your pity is the last thing I need! "      I stomped away from the albino boy and felt a soft warm hand holding onto my hand," I'm very sorry about our boy Gilbert... He can be a bit disrespectful... But I thought you would be a new addition to our group! "   I spin around, only to see a very girly boy holding my hand, I froze for a second and gasped," Fr-Francis?! "
" Oui~ " He replied smoothly. I blushed and bowed," A-Ah! I'm so sorry that I took it t-the wrong way but do you really mean it?! "    Francis smiled happily and nodded, I felt my heart flutter in happiness. Gilbert stormed right in front of me cutting Francis off and asked," Why the hell were you able to get her attention but now me?! "     Francis giggled," Maybe if you were a bit more gentle then you would be done the trick! "
I can't believe it, I can't freaking believe it! The all powerful and popular BTT is talking to me and is wanting to add me ~
The silence was broken when a brunette with sparkling green eyes chirped," Hola~ So you got the girl, right? "    
A-Antonio?! He's here too?! This must be my lucky day, I must not waste it although time is important and once you lose it, you can't get it back!
A high pitched squeal erupt from my voice and I got really nervous.
" O-Oh... sorry~ " I stuttered.
We pretty much laughed the whole way while complaining about how annoying people can be. I wish everyday would be like this except the whole getting pinned down by Romano thing...

{School}

I quickly sat on my plastic chair and found a very cute pink note on my desk. I thought it was interesting because it had hearts, chicks, and tomatoes printed on it as the pattern design.
I slightly aww'ed and read the note, it said," Dear ( y/n ), We decided to add you because one day we looked at ourselves and felt something missing, we decided to add a girl to our group to spice things up! I hope you'll have as much fun as we will! P.S. We think you're lonely...      Love, The BTT "
I chuckled slightly as a light cherry blush licked my cheeks. I stared at the right corner of the classroom to see that the BTT are discussing something that looked important so I shrugged and zoned out.
I was enjoying my peace until a certain brunette's voice filled the void, I groaned lightly and faced Romano," Can you stop invading my peace with your presence? "
He rose a brow at me and scoffed," Like I care~ "
I wanted to slap him so bad but I don't want to look crazy or insane so I ended up ignoring Romano while holding a fake smile not giving off any hints that I'm ticked.
Sometimes I wonder if anyone else knows about all of this crap but if they do then they're doing a very good job pretending I'm normal then~ But again, I'm not a special snowflake because I'm sure all of this is just me not being able to grow up normally and not forgetting my imaginary friends... Imaginary friends huh? Is this all I think of them?
I startled to calm myself by brushing my two nails together, making this cool clicking sound; The feeling of the nails brushing together feels nice but I can't tell if it's bad for nails or not but it feels good, so I don't really care at all!
All a sudden, the teacher was staring at me but instead of calling on me, they just called on the person who was right beside me! I recovered from my mini panic attack because I didn't pay attention to my ( H/S/S ), I swear Italy was saved me and if Italy didn't then I don't know what did!

(insert time skip)

So we have to make popsicle bridges for our class project on our spare time which I call total bull crap on!
My partners for the project is the BTT, thank you Italy for saving me, the damsel in distress once again!