'•My Only One•'[JUNGKOOK ]

Blessings(2)

Ever since jimin left, the bracelet have been glowing.
It gave off beautiful skies and other shapes when i got near a white or black spot.(no racism)
"So beautiful..."
I decided to thank jungkook myself that day.
So i went to the park, where we met, and looked for the bench.
I spotted his head from the back.
I walked closer, to spot a girl sitting really close to him.He didn't notice me.
But she saw me, and kissed him.I didn't see whether he pushed her away or did something else but all i knew that i was running on my way back home, heart broken.

I knew he must have liked someone , i never said it had to be me, but i wanted it to be me.
Seeing him made my day 10 times better, but today, it was 100 times worse.
I was back into my old tiny room, crying on my bed.
I knew i should continue my work tomorrow but i didn't want to, i wanted to talk to someone, but there isn't anyone that i know of use, my brother is too young and he went to live with grandma last week, my sister is in London. My parents separated , my grandpa passed away, my best friends always fight. I had no one to talk to, only Jimin, but i shouldn't fill him in with my feelings about his friend , or else they might start a war or he might hate me.
I had no one , i was totally alone. I wanted to die, jump from the rooftop , break my neck and die, run into the middle of the street and get hut by a car, i just didn't want to live this miserable life anymore, before i knew it, i cried myself to sleep.
The next morning i was all dressed up and prepared to go to work.I didn't feel like crying , i didn't feel anything in fact, it was like my system was reset.I was a new born baby who didn't know a thing about this earth, or a new born bird who hasn't learnt how to fly yet.
I went to work, and did what i was told to, i didn't hesitate , nor refuse, or get mad, i had an expressionless stare. I was so focused on my work, i didn't get my break, i ignored the chit-chats of my coworkers.I was busy.

When i went home, i lay down on the sofa , and closed my eyes.My phone rang in my bag.
I had to pick up,There it was, his name on my screen....

Jungkookie~.....
I suddenly got back all my emotions and started crying, i hopefully stopped before picking up, but i was still sniffing a bit.
"Hello?.."he speaks up first.
I don't reply i just sniff, i was trying to stop but i was hurt.
"Yeoni?..."He speaks again."Are you crying?..."
"No....."I lied, which caused me to sob more."Yes i am..."
I hang up before i can hear him say anything. I wanted to hear his voice but it was painful.

I decided to increase my work hours so i didn't have to pass by the park again, or see him again, he wouldn't wait so long for me, i can finally go home without remembering him, i wouldn't pick up his calls ever.So i can forget that scene.

[And kissed him......]

[How was it?????I put my effort to make the drama.
-chimchichu~hwait the next part]