Loving in Colour (Min Yoongi x Reader)

~ Twenty One : We Should Meet Again ~

Yoongi's POV,

I can't help but feel so guilty about everything that is going on right now. Is any of this even real? 

"Can I come in?" Jimin's head pokes around my door, while I nod and move a bit on my bed so there's room for him to sit down. "Look I know I am not the person you probably want to see but, have you heard from Y/N? I... I mean everyone downstairs is worried." 

"She's at her friends, and doesn't want to talk to me, or any of us apparently..." I tell him, and since he has come to ask me about her, it means she hasn't talked with him either. 

"Why are you doing this anyway? What have you done to make her flip so bad?" He looks me dead in the eyes. I can see he's quite mad, it almost makes me feel jealous. He cares for her so much, does he like her? 

"The erm," I can't even get my words out. Recently I've felt myself drift away from Jimin, we're not as close as we used to be. 

"The what?" 

"Jihee... I may of messaged her, and called her..." I say quietly, and see the anger boiling in Jimin. Oh no. 

"You did what? Is that while Y/N was downstairs? Crying her eyes out because she thought you would replace her. Is that what you're doing?" His voice doesn't raise, instead it stays the same, but with more venom, makes me realize that I'd rather he shouted at me. 

"No! I just wanted to know more from her side! Wouldn't you want to know how Jihee felt when she realized her soulmate is already with someone else?" I try to argue.

"No, because I would believe my true soul mate. Have you even thought about if this was true? Have you thought about possibly it being someone who is obsessed with you?" This time he does raise his voice at me, and even though usually I'd say something about it, right now is not the time. 

"I mean, yes but she said-" 

"I don't care what she said." Jimin shakes his head, cutting me off half way through. "What did you say to Y/N?" I swallow hard. 

"I was joking when I said I'd call Jihee because she missed my voice, look I know I screwed up but,"

"But what? You treated her like shit at the beginning, where is your respect for her? You get what I would do anything to have back!" Jimin spits, tears brimming in his eyes. "You are nothing but a coward Min Yoongi, an asshole who has no idea what feelings are." 

"I-" I go to say something but I have nothing to say. Jimin lost what he once had, his happiness. My sister. 

"Nothing to say right? Sort yourself out, because if Y/N won't answer me, or any of the boys because of you, I am done with you." With that, he gets up and slams my door shut. A sigh leaves my lips, no matter what I do, I'll be blamed right? 

-

Here I am, waiting for her to turn up. The cold wind whips me in the face, I can feel my nose getting so cold that it becomes uncomfortable. I snuggle into the hoodie I was wearing, looking around to see her.

"Hey," she says quietly, her eyes burning into mine. She's beautiful, her brown hair is nice and long, looks like its really healthy too. 

"Hi," I feel some what awkward, what do we talk about? How do I know if anything is genuine? The moment that Jimin or any of them find out that I have come out to see Jihee, they won't let me live it down. "Look I don't want anything to be awkward, but I see the colour clearer when I am with you, never mind the butterflies." She tells me as we start walking down the street without a set destination. 

"It's okaii," I tell her. The thing is, my colour isn't getting any stronger when I am with her, if anything it almost seems weaker, which is kind of a shame, she is so pretty. 

"I hope I'm not causing problems between you and your girl." She tells me as she starts to play with her hair, walking some what close to me. 

"She's not my girl." Yoongi what are you saying?

"She's not? But you said-"

"She is my soul mate, but I guess we never fully said that we were together." I correct myself, why when I am around Jihee I feel like I don't want to talk about Y/N? It's like I forget what her and I have started to work on, but I just can't help it, I don't know what she does.

"Oh, does she know I am with you right now?" Jihee asks, to which I nod, though that's a lie. "So she's fine with me, probably doesn't think anything of it right? But I think you and I should meet up more, just to get to know each other a little bit more?" She suggests. 

"I mean, I don't know..." Something feels odd about it, almost like none of this is right. I look across the street where I find Y/N with her best friend, looking at me with a shocked expression. Jihee gets her phone and pulls me down to her height, taking a quick selca of us. I instantly stand back up, my eyes frantically looking for Y/N.

"So she didn't know. You guys argued because of me?" Jihee raises an eyebrow, which I ignore and find Y/N running down the street, her hands wiping her eyes while her best friend runs after her. I sigh, I've not helped anything at all.

"Yeah we should meet again, get to know each other better," I quickly change the subject and start walking off again. Jihee smirks as she catches up to walk with me, starting random conversations. She's actually quite nice to be honest...

AN
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