I need you back (sequel to save me)

chapter 6

••Alice's POV••

I woke up in Cam's arms and rememberd that we had sex last night
We were still naked,I slowly got up and put some clothes on

"Morning beautiful"cam said waking up
"Uh hey"I said quickly putting my shorts on
"Why you in a hurry"he said sitting up
"Um maybe because I cheated on my boyfriend and your mom could walk in and find out what we did"I said
He got up and put his boxers on and came up to me
He put his hands on my hips

"I don't regret it"he said
"It can't happen again,and no one finds out"I said
"Do you regret it"he said
"No"I said
He smiled and started kissing me
He pulled away

"Oh no"he said
"What"I said
"You have hickeys"he said
"Oh no!"I said
"Just cover it with Sierra's makeup"he said
"Fine,but I have to be careful so your mom doesn't find out"I said
He nodded

I slowly opened the door and bent over a bit to look around
I felt Cam's hands on my back and felt him behind me
"Cam move!"I said
"Nah I'm good"he said
Then I felt his boner rising on my butt

"Ok I'm out"I said and walked out to Sierra's room
I put it on my 3 hickeys
I was looking in the mirror and cam came in he came behind me and put his arms around me
He moved my hair and kissed my neck

"I miss you being mine Alice"he said putting his chin on my shoulder
"You messed that up"I said putting the concealer in the bag
"Give me another chance,I promise I'll never ever leave you again,I promise to love you forever"cam said
"Don't make promises you can't keep"I said walking out

So Gina and I went to the aquarium.I was smiling

"Al, what's that smile about"Gina said smiling as well
"Well Tyler and i's first date was at an aquarium..he was my first after cam"I said
"Aw, Cameron wants you back Alice,he misses you"Gina said
"I know,but he has a girlfriend and I have Tyler.I can't be with cam"I said
"Other than y'all's relationships why not"she said
"He's famous,his fans would turn on him and I and he has not time for anything,it wouldn't work...I don't want to talk about this"I said

••Cameron's POV••

I was at the club house and I saw Niki so I went up to her

"Hey Niki"I said
"Oh don't even"she said
"What,I just wanted to talk"I said
"About what cam,how you want my sister back and how you still love her.not gonna happen!"Niki said
"I know I left her but I do still love her and I need her back even if she has changed,the dresses isnt Alice"I said
"Of course she's changed after you hurt her!you know what isn't Alice,when she was cutting herself over a guy!she was the one telling other's not to do that over a guy then she did it because she loved you and you left!Alice wasn't Alice when you left"Niki said
"I'm so sorry,I never wanted to hurt her like that"I said with tears
"You know what, watch this and stay away from my sister"niki said handing me a flashdrive

I went to my room and got my laptop and put the flash drive in and the video was of Alice talking

"I get lots of questions about my ex like what happened between us and how I felt.I don't want to give his name because even tho he ruined me I don't want to ruin his career,I mean he left me for it so it had to be important right
..anyway the truth on how I feel is I felt broken,I feel like I wasn't good enough, like I was nothing,and I felt like I had no reason to live.And I regret not trying hard enough to make him stay, I should've tried harder but I didn't.I thought I made him happy but I guess I was wrong.I don't know what else to say other then he kinda broke me and if I ever see him again I have no idea how I'm going to react"Alice said

I was crying,I feel so guilty I hate what I did to her

Then I thought about the time she covered a song about me

**Flashback**

Cam and Alice age:21
Almost a year after cam left

I was driving down a back road washing Alice was with me
This song came on.it was what hurts the most by Rascal Flatts

🎵What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away,and never knowing what could've been and not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do🎵

I thought of Alice,even though I'm the one that left it hurts

Later I was on the computer and saw Alice put up a cover of that song but it was slower

🎵I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,that don't bother me,I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out🎵

🎵I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even tho going on with you gone still upsets me,there are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's now what gets me🎵

🎵What's hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away,Never knowing what could have been and not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do🎵

And so on.Damn I wish I could call her mine again but she can't

After drying my eyes and turning off my computer Taylor came in and sat next to me

"Hey Cammy"she said
"Hey Taylor"I said
"You ok,looks like you've been crying"she said
"Uh no no,I'm good"I said fake smiling
"Good"she said and kissed me
She got ontop of me still kissing me
And Alice walked in
"Woah sorry"she said and quickly shut the door
"Damn it"I said and pushed Taylor off and got up

"Cameron!"Taylor yelled,I turned around
"What"I said
"You still love her don't you"Tay said
"Um n-no no"I said
"Liar"she said and walked out

After a bit I went to Alice's room and nocked on the door and she asnwerd

"Hey Al"I said
"Um hey"she said
"Why were you coming to my room?"I asked
"Oh Niki said she gave you something and told me to go get it back...I guess I should've nocked"Al said
"Ew sorry about that and here''i said handing her the flash drive
"What video was on"Al said but stopped when she read the date

"Oh no,you didn't watch this did you"she said nervous
"Yea I did"I said
She sighed

"I'm so sorry you felt that way,I can't believe I made you feel that way I'm sorry Al"I said
"Whatever"she said shrugging
"Can we hang out today"I said
"No"she said
"Why not"I said
"I have therapy and then my college work"she said
"How long does therapy take"I said
"Well I have 2* I have to go to so about 3 hours"she said
"Damn,for what"I said
"Um really"she said
"Right no I'm sorry"I said
"Like I said you don't know me anymore"she said then shut the door

**5 hour's later**

I walked out my room and saw Alice going to her room

"Alice"I said
"What"she said
"We need to talk" I said
"Um no there's nothing to talk about"She said putting her hand on the doornob
"I love you"I said
She looked at me and took her hand off the thing