I need you back (sequel to save me)

chapter 9

AT//I'm gonna be changing the lyrics to this song as well

•Alice's POV•

Just say it Alice,just do it...

"Hey cam"I said
"Yea"he said
"I love you"I said
"What"he said taking his arm off me
"I said I love you"I said
"Is this a joke cuz it isn't fucking funny"he said
I lightly chuckled

"No it isn't a joke,I still love you
I didn't want to tell you or even myself I kept trying to deny it but I really do still love you"I said
"When did you realize you still love me"he said
"At the rock when we kissed again...I wanted to hate you but I knew deep down I loved you"I said
"Wow Alice I love you too"he said
"I know"I said
"Well"he said
"Well''i said
"What do we do know"he said
"I don't know"I said
''let me guess we can't be together"he said annoyed
"I'm sorry but things are too different"I said
"ALICE I WANT TO BE WITH YOU!"cam yelled and stood up
"I want to be with you to but your fans wouldn't be happy!"I said still sitting
"I told you let's run away!"he said
"We can't just do that cam"I said
"Ok then let's just keep it a secret"I said
"I have to think about it ok"I said
"Fine"he said sitting down

I put my head on his shoulder and he grabbed my hand
I thought of when he left
*FLASHBACK*

"Well I'm going on tour and won't be back for awhile"cam said
"What!what about us"I said
"We have to break up"he said
"No cam you can't"I said
"I'm sorry"he said
"I thought you loved me"I said
"I do but Al I get payed 1,000 dollars and I get to meet my fans"he said
"I thought you cared about me"I said
"Not anymore"he said shrugging
"Cam no please"I said
"You'll be fine without me.And I don't need you anymore"he said and turned to the door
"Cam wait!"I said
"Damn it Alice I have to go!"he yelled
I stepped back in shock

He went out the door and came back in
"Oh you might want to take off that ring"he said and walked back out

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"You said you didn't care about me anymore"I said
"What"he said confused
"When you left me you said you didn't care about me and you said you didn't need me anymore"I said taking my head off him

"No Al,don't go there.I was stupid and I didn't mean it ok"he said
"Then why'd you say it!"I said
"It was in the moment and I was in a hurry.Alice I didn't mean that ok I need you''he said
"Ok"I said
"Do you believe me"I said
"Yea"I said smiling
"Good"he said and smiled

"Um can we talk about something"he said
"Yea,what"I said
"Al tell me the truth, does Tyler hit you or anything"cam said
"Well um yea,he's kinda abusive"I said
"Then why are you with him!!"he yelled
"To keep my mind off you,but it doesn't work"I said
"You have to leave him"he said
"Yea I know,I will soon"I said
"I can't believe he hurts you''he said upset
I just shrugged

"Um have you heard from your dad"cam said
"He's out of jail,he writes me sometimes"I said
"And your mom"he said
"Um cam"I said
"Oh damn, right I'm sorry"he said
"Yea..I miss her alot,She was always hyper and smiling and was always loud"I said smiling but also crying at the same time

Cam put his arm around me and hugged me
"You ready to go"he said
"Yea"I said

We went to the club house and went to my room,we locked the door
And slowly did it aka making love

**1 week later**

It was time for the dance and they wanted me to sing my new song

I was wearing a gold sparkly dress it went to my knees

Niki and I were dancing then Amber and Oakley joined in

"Make room sisters Kurt man is coming in!"Kurt said and started dancing
We laughed and all danced
I saw Tyler flirting with another girl as usual
Then it was time for me to sing my song.Amber went up and sang with me

🎵I hate you I love you I hate that I want you,you want her you need her and I'll never be her🎵
.......

🎵Oh oh.keep it on the low you're still inlove with me but your friends don't know,and if I were you I would never had let me go,I don't mean no harm I just miss the old us,wedding bells were just alarms caution tape around my heart🎵

🎵You ever wonder what we could have been? You said you wouldn't leave then you fucking did.Lie to lie with me get your fucking fix,now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed🎵

🎵 Everyone I do right does need wrong so every lonely night I song this song.I hate you I love you I hate that I love you, don't want to but I cant put nobody else above you,I hate you I love you I hate that I want you🎵

(Pretend they sang the whole song,I'm just too lazy to write alll of it)

After the song everyone was clapping and wooing.we got off stage and Tyler pulled me by the arm hard and took me outside

"What the hell was that about!"he said pushing me
"What,I didn't do anything!"I said
"The song,it's obviously about Cameron!you still love him!"Tyler said
"Of course I do!he doesn't hit me or flirt with other girls!"I said
He had so much anger in his face then he punched me hard

"Dude what the fuck!"cam said coming out
He pulled Tyler by the shirt and punched him as well

"Ok stop!"Tyler yelled
Cam got off and Tyler just laid there

Niki, Amber and Kurt came out
"Oh my word"Kurt said

Cam and Niki ran to me
"Are you ok"they said
"Yea I'm fine"I said
"You want to go home"cam said
"Yea"I said

We went to the club house and went to my room
I took my makeup off and changed into a shirt and tights and got into bed

Cam was laying on my right and Niki was laying on my left

Kurt came in the room
"Guys can I speak to Alice alone"Kurt said
"Um yeah"Niki said and got up
"I'll be back ok"cam said
"Ok"I said he kissed my head and left

"Alice,I'm so sorry I had no idea Tyler was like that if I knew he'd hurt you like that I never would've helped y'all get together"Kurt said with tears
"Aw Kurt it's ok,I'm used to getting hurt and you didn't know so it's ok"I said
"Still friends?"Kurt asked
"Yea definitely"I said hugging him
"I love you...not in the straight way"Kurt said
I laughed
"I love you too not in the straight way either"I said
He laughed as well

Then cam walked in with ice cream and a movie
"Um I'll leave y'all alone"Kurt said smiling
"Hit me up later girl"Kurt said with his hand on his hip and walked out
I laughed and so did cam
Then he got in the bed

"I got your favorite chocolate chip cookie dough"cam said
"Omg yes!"I said
"And i got the Madea movie"cam said
"Wow!"I said and put it in(😏😂)

We watched the movie and ate the amazing ice cream

"Hey Al I uh have a question"cam said
"Yea"I said
"Well remember when you got pregnant"cam said
"Oh wow, yea we have a 4 year old in heaven huh"I said
"Yea,I can't believe that"he said
"Yea,it's crazy"he said
I nodded

"Do you want any kids"he said
"I can't have kids cam"I said
"What"he said
"When I was 12 I had ovarian cysts it wasn't a big deal until I was 13 when it got bigger and ended up getting cancer on a part of it,so to stop the cancer the took some of the ovary out and my stupid dad told them to just tie my tubes so they did and now the chances of me getting pregnant is unlikely"I said
"Oh wow.im sorry''he said

"Eh it's not a big deal"I said
"But don't you ever want to be a mom"he said
"I can always adopt I'd rather do that than actually be pregnant"I said
"Oh ok then.and um that song"he said

"What about it"I said
"I don't it's just,you love me or hate me"he said
" Saying that I hate that I love you"I said
"Aw you love me"he said
"Shut up"I said
He chuckled

"I'm tired"I said
"Me too"he said

We put the stuff up and fell asleep