Which one do I need to work on to?
Is it my present, or my future?
Do I live like take one day at a time or do I prepare for what's gonna happen tomorrow? This confuses me. I think I should do both, but it was never easy.
Plan and save for the future. For five years later. For ten years later. For twenty years later. Because by then you're supposed to have everything figured out already. It's what I used to say before. 'I will just make it up to you in the future'. But what if that person you want to make it up for isn't in the future anymore?
Live today. Take one step at a time. You only live once, do what you want. Is this what I'm supposed to do? Just do everything today because there might not be tomorrow? But what if there is a tomorrow and I had been wasting today not preparing for what's gonna come?
But the real problem is this; I'm still fucking stuck in the past.
And it confuses me more.
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