Close to the End 👏🏽
Denim
I sat in the doctors office because even though i been medicating myself i wasn't feeling good with the new dosage. I was just waiting on the script for the new prescription.
I wasn't hoeing as I Usually did either. An ambassador for the Marriott, the regional supervisor and two police officers embarrassingly arrested me for prostitution and i had to spend the weekend over the dirty city jail. My mother was so pissed. She cried and I felt horrible.
" i really don't think it's a good idea for you to be here" i heard the familiar voice speak softly. I snapped my head so quick seeing it was Amira
She was glowing and her face was fat. It was clear she was pregnant. She was big and hair grew. I haven't seen her in so long and i felt happy for her
I was tired of being a mean spirited person. Life was dealing me ugly cards and i know change started within self
She was frowning at that fine ass AK guy who smacked his teeth sitting beside her
"You my Lil sister. No matter how fucking weird it seems. It's been five months since everything popped off. all of us getting the dna test proved we real life siblings so chill out.m. Your nigga still tripping and I'm going be here for you while he sort out his feelings" he was passionate about his words and i admired him
They must have felt my stare and he smacked his teeth when he saw me
"You stalking me?" His light eyes burned a hole into me accusingly
"You fine but not that damn fine. Hey Amira. I didn't know he was your brother"
"Hey" She said dryly. I went over to here and she couldn't hide her distaste for me in her face
"Wassup with that?" He asked her feeling the thick tension
"I was a fake friend and jealous of you Amira. Yeah I picked and made fun out your struggle but I really admired you. You were innocent and pure while inside i was rotten. Plus i been spoon fed all my life so to see you really getting it out the mud and doing good with your sisters fueled my insecurities. all you ever was was real and a sweet ass person. It was petty and fake how i carried you. We don't ever have to be cool but congratulations and I'm sorry" i couldn't even believe the words out my mouth but i did want to make amends
Not only did i recklessly burn a lot of people I burnt a lot of bridges too
"I'm glad you don't associate with her. You don't need that hoe life shit rubbing off on you" AK leaned in his chair and Amira smiled at me
"I forgive you. I'm dealing with a lot right now. Ivory and me been on rocky terms for months and-"
"Y'all only been cool for two minutes you telling her too much of ya business" AK stopped her from talking and my interest peaked. Not the way Ivory was loving her ass and wide open for her. Ivory was all over the tv and had to be Baltimore's most wanted man. I guess shit wasn't that sweet for nobody
They called for Amira and she motioned for me to follow
I went into the back and watched as she unzipped her pants for them to put clear gel on her big stomach
"Shes something else. One of the most busiest babies I've seen in awhile" the nurse smiled showing us the ultrasound machine
"I'm having a girl?" Amira had tears in her eyes. She still was so sweet and delicate. The door opened and Ivory came in looking fine as hell with his hair cut and scowl
This weird ass energy filled the room as him and Ak locked eyes
"Hey dad. I just revealed the gender. You guys are having a precious little girl" she smiled and tried shifting the energy back to a joyous one
He broke into a wide smile and went to the opposite side of Amira. When his eyes cut at me it held so much disgust
"I'm going go. My number still the same Amira" I got up and walked out bumping into a woman with a stroller
"All this time I been looking for ya dirty pussy ass" the girl spat
"Bitch who the fuck you talking to?" I barked. I didn't even care at everyone looking at us
"Not here. This is a place of business. Here's your script" my nurse came out and handed me my paper and ushered me towards the front door
"Look at my son bitch! My fucking son will never have the opportunity to see in his life! He's blind because you was fucking his father Melvo and gave him that shit! My baby had to suffer behind your recklessness! I didn't even know I was pregnant untill I delivered! I gotchu hoe I promise!" She raged. Her baby started crying and the staff calmed her down
Everyone gasped at her relveation. I ran out because I was humiliated and felt fucked up since Melvo baby was born blind
I went to my fathers car and sat and cried with my head buried into the steering wheel. I was too young for this shit. I was going do better. I haven't even been fucking. I hated how everyone At The clinic judged me with their eyes and looked at me. How people treated me that knew of me having herpes. It was fucked up this was the consequence of my actions. I could see a knock on the window and it was Amira
"Wow I didn't even know" she said lowly. She opened the door and we hugged for a long time. I could feel her unborn daughter kicking at me. I let her go wiping my tears
"POW!"
I was so shocked. Seeing death in the flesh once the bullet ripped and hit
All the blood around us. Ivory and AK ran towards us fighting through the crowd that formed
"Amira!" Ivory voice cracked with emotion
