I hate constant pounding or knocking at the door. It makes me nervous and anxious and I just hate it.
I don't like looking at my reflection especially when someone is around. It's like I can't even look at myself in the eyes.
I'm a fucking pushover. I'm afraid to disappoint. I'm afraid of saying no. So even if it makes me uncomfortable, I still say yes.
I don't like the day because I feel like I'm too vulnerable and fragile under the sunlight. I feel like people can see every little piece of me when I'm being seen during the day.
I don't like hair on my face so I don't put my hair fully down. I can't look people in the eyes when I talk to them because I feel like they can see through me.
I don't like me. I don't like me. I don't like me.
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