the blind mate ✔️

chapter thirteen

'Wow.' i murmer breathless. 'A good wow? or a bad..' Says Miles and I smile feeling his gaze at my lips. 'A good one.' I laugh and he laughs happily. 'I am truly sorry for what i did.' He mumbles and i nod.I take his hand and sigh deep. 'We all do bad thing.'  He nods. 'Where were you?'    'What do you mean?" I ask confused 'Where did you went to when you ran away.' He mumbles and i sigh. 'Well i stormed into the woods and then i lived in a little cabin.' He nods and let out a deep sigh. 'I fucking missed you.' he chuckled. I give him a small smile and listen to the water. 'Pleas stay with me..' he says with a sad tone in his voice. I shrug when he says that. 'I have another guy.' i tease him.  'Who..' he growls and i laugh.  'Well he is handsome, possesive, cute and he loves me.' i smile. 'Where is he?' he growls ready to challenge the one who loves his mate.  'Well i sit on his lap and we just kissed.' i laugh and i feel him freeze

I feel his gaze looking at me and i smile. 'You little minx.' He mumbles and suddenly he starts to tickle me. Fuck i cant go against that! I yell laughing for him to stop and his laugh fills my ear. I laugh and he stops and i feel the happiness coming of him. 'Never do that again.' He says and i smile while he wraps his arms protectivly around me. I nod leaning against his chest and he gives a kiss in my hair. 'Shit, the full moon is tonight.' Miles says and i freeze knowing i will be in a lot of pain. 'Fuck.' I mumble and i hear him sigh. 'Yeah that.' He mumbles taking my hands in his feeling me slightly shake. He picks me up and he carries me back to the pack house. The smell of the other wolves come closer and I feel people looking at us. 'Bella!' I hear the angry voice of my mother say when Miles walks inside the pack house. 'Ugh.' I growl slowly already irritated by my mother. 'Yes?' I says and she growls. 'Let her go! I don't care if you're an alpha or not.' My mother says angry and Miles freezes. 'This is your mother.' He mumbles more to himself then to me. 'Oh yes im her god damn mother!' She says. 'It is nice to meet you.' Miles says and he sighes. 'Mom he is my mate.' I mumble feeling kinda ackward in this moment. 'Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry!' She says and i hear Miles chuckle at her behavior. Since when could my mate be a nice person. 'I will leave you.' My mother says and i hear her walk away fast. 'I need to do something really fast.' Miles says and he sets me on the ground. 'Okay.' I says finding my way to the kitchen. 

Suddenly a Pain rips through my body and I growl in pain. I fall down as the pain gets worse and i let out another growl. 'Fuck!" Says a voice and i feel Suddenly a lot of eyes on me. The lust of people around me, probably men is really strong and the realisation hits me. I'm in fucking heat. 'I am gonna try to protect you.' The boy says and i feel the power radiating of him. He can be the beta. I hear him kick some guys away but i feel the lust coming of him to. 'I am gonna get the alpha!' He says fast and i hear him run away before i can say something. Suddenly a roar goes through the pack house and I feel the wolves cower away from the power. 'Mate roars sexy.' My wolf Moon says and i growl in pain. 'I'm here.' I hear Miles say and i smile as he scoops me from the ground and the pain fades a little letting the mate bond do his work. I feel that Miles is trying to push his wolf back and i feel kinda sad knowing i am doing this to him. He walks to a room that smells like him and i hear him running a cold bath for me. Cold baths help us to ease the pain that comes from the heat. He sets me on the toilet and locks the door so no male can go through. He takes my  shoes of and his own and he steps into the bath still holding me and puts me on him.  Another wave hits me and i whimper in pain burrying my head into his chest.

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i woke up in a bed and i feel Miles his arms around me in a comforting matter. thank god the heat is over.  I let out a small sigh and feel Miles tense. 'Morning Sunshine.' he says with a husky voice. I let out a small yawn. 'Cute.' he mumbles while snuggeling his head in my neck. I try to stand up but Miles pulls me back in the bed. 'Stay.' he whines. I growl at him. 'I am hungry as hell miles.'  'I will get some food for you.' he says and I feel him stand up. I nod with a sigh and i hear him walk out of the room 

Am i happy? Is he happy? Miles can't do anything with a blind mate. I am a dissapointment. He doesn't like me. He doesn't want me. Nobody wants me. I don't have curves. I am ugly. As the thoughts fill my head i begin to feel even worse about myself. 'Don't think like that!' My wolf screams and i growl at her. 'You scared me.' I mumble at her and i hear her sigh. 'Then you don't need to think like that.' She says stubborn and i sigh. 'What wrong my love?' I hear Miles ask and i jerk my head up in the way his voice came from. 'Oh nothing.' I smile and i hear him sigh. I feel him place a plate next to me. 'It is an egg with bacon.' He says and i smile loving it.

i sit on the couch in Miles his office doing nothing while growling because im really bored. Sometimes i feel Miles his gaze staring at me and then he goes back to his work because yeah he is an fucking alpha. I try to stand up but before i know i suddenly hit the ground. 'Nice footwork.' My wolf says and i growl annoyed. 'Are you alright? What were you gonna do?' Says miles who scoops me up from the ground. 'I was bored.' I say and he laughs. He suddenly walks out of the room with me dangling in his arms and i growl. 'I said i didn't want to be a little baby who needs to be carried.' I say and he chuckles. Suddenly I sit on the bed i woke up this morning and Miles takes my hands. 'Bella do you wanna go on a date with me?' He says and I smile nodding my head. 'I will make sure i do it perfect.' He says sounding like a little pup and i hear him run out of the room. I love it when he does that he is really cute then

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