Shawn Mendes Imagines

Why? •2•

I didn't think y'all would want a part 2😂
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a loud sob passed my lips as soon as i got into my car. i pounded my fist against the steering wheel out of frustration. i tried to catch my breath, but i was crying to hard. i didn't want to break up with him, but i was forced to. my parents thought that he was bad for me. they thought he didn't treat me right.

"honey, he's never home." my mom said pushing a strand of my hair behind my ear, "you barely talk to each other when he is on tour."

my father placed his hands on my mother's shoulders as he said, "plus, you might be distracting him while he is on tour."

my mind told me to do it, but my heart protested against it. i should of listened to my heart instead of my mind. i lifted my head off my steering wheel to look up at his house. i could run back in there and tell him i regret it, and tell him i made a mistake. what if he doesn't want me back? it's pointless.

i cranked my car and pulled out of his driveway, why does this have to hurt so damn much?

*2 weeks later*

i paced back and forth along the hardwood floor holding my phone tightly in my hand close to my chest. i debated on texting him for a few minutes before finally getting the courage to do it.

me: hey shawn, can we please talk somewhere?

a few seconds later my phone vibrated causing my heart to race.

shawn: sure. where and what time?

me: park at 1:30?

shawn: okay

i let out a breath of relief. i wanted to see shawn, but i don't know what i'm going to say to him. i want to just tell him straight up, but is that too much? does he even care? was he even affected when we broke up?

i ran my fingers through my hair and looked at the time. i decided i needed to start getting ready.

shawn's pov:

i couldn't believe she texted me. why did she text me? i don't understand why she wants to meet up, i mean she is the one that broke up with me. maybe this time i'll actually ask why she did it.

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Your pov:
I slammed my car door shut and walked up to a wooden bench at the entrance of the park. I pulled my phone out of my pocket to see if Shawn had texted.

Shawn- I'll be there in about 5 minutes

I sighed and stuffed my phone back in my pocket. I looked around to see if anyone was at the park, surprisingly there wasn't that many people. Just a few moms and dads with their children.

After a few minutes of looking like a loner on the bench I noticed Shawn walking towards me. I immediately became even more nervous seeing him. My breathing became faster and my heart was beating rapidly.

"Hey," shawn said before sitting down beside me.

"Hey." It was so awkward. I didn't know how to start off and tell him.

"So I wanted to talk to you about the other night," I said as I rubbed my sweaty palms on my jeans. He didn't say anything so I just continued to talk, "I didn't want to break up." I said avoiding eye contact with him. "My parents convinced me that it would be better if I broke up with you since you're never home, and that I probably distract you while you're on tour." I confessed. There was a short silence as Shawn found the words to say.

"You don't distract me, and we talked about this before I went on tour. You said you could handle me not being here for a few months." Shawn said meeting my eyes.

I quickly looked away as I spoke, "I know Shawn, and I can, I can handle not being without you for a few months."

"Then why did you break up with me?" His voice was soft, almost as if it was weak.

"I thought it was for the best." I admitted.

He jumped off of the wooden bench, "well it's not! It's not for the best y/n. I love you, and I would do anything for you. I would never ever just break up with you because you weren't around."

Anger took over my body. Something inside me just clicked, "I did this because I love you! I broke up with you because it was what was best for you. I was only looking out for you. And you can't say that, you weren't in my position shawn!" My voice was laced with anger and annoyance.

"You still love me?" He lowered his voice into a softer tone. His face was hard to read. It was somewhere between hurt and confusion.

"I never stopped Shawn." He cupped my cheeks with his hands before crashing his lips on mine. I was tense at first, but relaxed under his touch. I slowly closed my eyes and melted into the kiss.

This was a shitty ending and I'm really sorry. I didn't realize how many of you wanted a part 2.