12:Insecurities

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After 5 minutes of debating, it was decided that you and jungkook will come by taxi when the rain stops.

"This is the perfect opportunity to tell him that I love him.", you thought.

You looked at him. Jungkook was peacefully watching the rain. He looked really hot.

You wanted to kiss him but you resisted the urge.

Both of you stood there, facing the rain silently.

"I love petrichor.", you told jungkook.

"But I don't particularly enjoy rain.", you paused.

"It makes me feel sad and ..... and lonely.", you continued.

"Why? I mean does it remind you of someone?", jungkook questioned.

You couldn't understand what jungkook was trying to ask.

"What?"

"Does it reminds you of your ex-boyfriend?", he asked in a deep voice.

You laughed.

"No.", you replied.

"I never had one.", you confessed.

"What?!"

Jungkook was shocked. He had no idea that you had never been in a relationship.

"So you never had a boyfriend?"

"Never."

"Ahhh... I see...", he tried to smirk.

Even though you looked like a perverted person, you weren't.

"What? Why are you smirking?", you asked innocently.

"Nothing."

"What tell me!"

"Its nothing. Well it's hard to believe you never had a boyfriend."

"It's not! Oh come on! With this face who's even gonna like me?"

"What! What's wrong with your face?", he asked seriously.

"I am ugly.", you replied.

He turned to face you and held you by your shoulders.

"You're not.", he said and looked straight into your eyes.

You smiled a little.

"You're just trying to make me feel better about myself.", you said.

"No. You're actually very beautiful. You just can't see what I see.", jungkook replied.

You blushed. You could actually kiss him right now.

He let go of you.

"Why did you break up?", you asked.

"What?"

"I mean why did you break up with your previous... I mean ex-girlfriend."

"Oh.... she was... she wasn't who she pretended to be."

"Ah.... don't worry you'll find someone great!"

"I really hope I do.", jungkook said.

"Ah... now who's the pervert. Already talking about being in a relationship... aish pervert.", you said and hit jungkooks chest.

Jungkook picked you up on his shoulder.

"Put me down! Put me down!", you shouted.

"Ah... Already given up... aish coward.", jungkook said.

You started hitting his back.

"Jeon Jungkook put me down or else I'll kick your ass once I get down."

"(Y/F/N) when you'll get down.", jungkook teased.

You continued to struggle on his shoulder. Suddenly you stopped.

"Ooo tired already aren't we?", he said.

"I am not tired. I am just thinking if I should do something I am thinking of doing or not.", you told.

"And what's that you're thinking of?", jungkook asked.

You, still on his shoulder, lowered your hands and squeezed jungkooks ass hard.

"What the fuck (y/n).", jungkook placed you down.

You smirked but your face was red.

"I am not an easy woman jungkook.", you said.

It stopped raining.

"Oh look it's not raining any more!", you told.

Jungkook had still not recovered from what you did.

"Oh come on! Let's go before it starts raining again.", you held jungkooks hand and dragged him along.

It was already too late. There were no vehicles. The roads were empty.

"I think we will have to walk.", jungkook said.

"Yeah i guess."

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Time skips:

After hours of walking, you and jungkook finally reached home.

Taehyung opened the door.

"Ah thank God you both are home we were really worried.", taehyung said.

You both entered.

Everyone was still up and were waiting for you.

"Ah finally! I can sleep now.", suga said.

"You guys should have gone to sleep.", you said.

"Knowing that you and jungkook were out?... Alone?", jimin joked.

"YAAAA", you yelled but you couldn't really help but blush.

Eventually everyone went inside their rooms.

Namjoon had shifted from couch to jungkooks bed from the day jungkook started sleeping with you.

Jungkook had already gone to the room. You went inside.

"You can take the shower first.", jungkook said.

You took off jungkooks jacket

You had forgotten that your shirt was still wet and visible.

"Here thank you.", you said softly giving the jacket back.

"You're... welcome. Now go... hurry shower ...or you'll ...catch cold."

"Okay. But how will you change? Your clothes are wet too."

"I'll change in the room when you'll be gone pabo."

"Oh. Right."

You went inside the washroom and took off your clothes.

You opened the tap and laid in the bathtub.

You fell asleep, since the water was relaxing and comforting.

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Jungkooks POV:

2 hours had passed by and (y/n) was still in washroom. I was getting worried.

"Should I check?"

I decided to wait for 15 minutes more. She never had a boyfriend.

Well never having a boyfriend is more dangerous than having one.

She...... no that just can't be but why am I thinking about this.

She's so different.

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