Daily Struggles Of Sis

This Is Tew Much.

Hey My Loves, sooooooo I've decided to take a lil break from college for a year. I honestly wasn't taking it as serious as I should have. The reason I dropped out, is that I'm tired. I'm tired as fuck, I'm tired of catching the bus, I'm tired of getting up at 5'o clock in the morning, just to get home at 6 in the evening. I know it's life, but I truly feel as though I need to get my shit together and get my personal stuff done,by my damn self in order to succeed. I've been mad at myself for a few days for not taking a year off before going to college. I've been mad at myself for slacking and not studying like I was supposed to, I've been mad at myself for not doing what I want to do and not following MY dreams. I've been looking at so many of my old peers who have been doing better than I have and they not even in school. They have been able to travel, buy their cars, and even start businesses, so at this point I'm wondering....Is this college shit really worth it? Is me spending 5 years in school just to be in debt for a job I may or may not get.... Is it really worth it? A degree sounds nice, but is it gonna help me in the long run? It's seem as though in high school we're taught to go straight to college afterwards, but we aren't taught how to be adults. I mean I'm only 20 this adult shit new to me, especially since I don't really have a support system. My parents don't get it it's just school, school, school, all the time. It's like ughhh, I can't win or lose . 😂😂 Changed my major from Nursing to music education. It's Still a problem to them..... Y'all I know I keep changing the subject a lot, but this is kind of  why I've been down.

Anyways, to all my younger readers if you're reading this don't be like your girl sis. If you want something in your life go get it. If you really wanna go to college GO! Don't let your parent control your life. I love us for real. (In my Monique voice)

- Love Sis ♥️