The Sweet Agony of Love. (BoyxBoy)

Children of Mine 7

Kushan King

Waking up early was a habit for me,  it ensured a bright start of a productive day. I laid there feeling for Akishna, I panicked when I couldn't, last night was definitely not a dream I thought forcing my eyes open only finding a pile of my dirty clothes neatly folded.

I guess he ran as soon as I hit the sack. I could not get him out of my mind, I remembered his feel, his small hands, the way my essence felt in his little hole stretching him out as he moan and cried in ecstasy, I actually did a good job last night.

I saw the stains as I got up naked stretching out prepping for my bath. The blood was everywhere, the crimson stain made my blood boil and pain overcame me.

I am used to blood, I've killed but for some reason knowing that it was his blood made me cringe. I made sure I used lube yesterday.

Then it hit me, he never did it before, how could I have been so naive not to see it, I didn't expect that, nor did I expect the kiss. I never knew kissing was that beautiful.

I tend not to kiss when I have sex, to me it is supposed to be animalistic and he was the only one I felt passion transferred over a kiss, he practically jumped on me, kissing, feeling, touching, it was as if I was attacked.

He defied every royal protocol last night but I liked it. I felt pride that he was mine, and more importantly that I was his first.

The rest of the week I didn't see him,and I was too busy to even look for him yet he dictated my dreams, my thoughts and my decisions so I sent out Mitil to do so me digging. Mithil was quite smitten with him.

I refused for my bed toppings to be changed, it was disgusting but I liked his smell.

Tonight I  decided to spend one night with my wife Padma. 

I married her to ensure peace but I knew she wanted nothing to do with me, she hated me and my people as much as Akishna. I should have  conquered and made them my servants, loyal subjects instead of giving them their independence, for all her flaws she had given me two children so I had much to be grateful about. 

To reach my wives one has to pass the children quarter which was a place within the palace, each royal child had his/her own maids and chambers all connected by a courtyard where they assembled , were educated and played. It was surprising to hear the laughter coming from the usually quiet quarters.

I never visit the children until they reach their teens and are ready to fulfill their duty to the kingdom i.e the girls married off and the boys generals in our army.

I peeked in to see many of the maids even my other wives, priest and soldiers assembled and laughing at the scene in front of them. The children were in grain bags doing a hopping race leaded by no other than the Panchala, my brand showing on him as he looked back laughing at the royal children behind him.

I stepped in, as the servants bowed I strode over to the Panchala who seemed shocked, slightly bowing, I walked up to him fear evident in his light eyes, taking the bag from him "Race someone your size." I said.

The kids started cheering, the bystanders were all shocked as I hopped into the bag and stood at the start line , he did the same, we hopped until he pushed me down and then the children start jumping on me. I've never been surrounded by so much laughter, my existence felt content. I stood up watching him watching me as I throw them up, running around until they tire themselves in time for dinner.

I walked over to him, he was sitting with one of the child that didn't partake in any of the fun.

"Say hello to your father, Ajamil"

The little boy watched me, batting his lashes, hiding into Akina arms who beckoned for a servant to take the child.

"You should have dinner with them tonight." he said looking at the servant as he walked away.

"What's the little guys deal? He was so afraid." I cut him off

"Will I see you at dinner?" he asked. "And maybe you should ask him about it, after all he is your child."

I decide to send an apology to Padma and sat down on the floor with my eight children and the Panchala to have dinner. I learnt it was a huge deal to sit at dinner every night and that Akishna graced them once a week. As he was a commoner now he was not allowed to sit with them but behind them. The kids didn't care, they all sat around taking, joking and eating.

"Ajamil why don't you come sit by me!" I called out, the kids seemed shocked but he got up and walked over looking to the ground the entire way. We sat next to each other, hesitant at first he opened up talking really animated about his books that Akina had loaned him as well as the rundown on his brothers and sisters including my eldest born who still graced the table.

"Brother Arjun makes fun of me because I'm submissive." he said in the cutest most adorable voice. Maybe that's  why Akishna loves him, he knew what it's like to be a sub, my eldest and him were in a conversation as the maids and guards looked enthralled at every word falling out of his mouth.

He sat on the floor his upper body exposed as was traditional. His shawl thrown haplessly around his neck and a small chain around his neck that he kept holding onto unconsciously. He was so succulent all I wanted to do was take him right there.

"Daddy.. Daddy?" Ajamil kept calling as he shook me out of my thoughts. The servant came with the golden water pan to wash our hands. It was time for bed and so I saw them off as they kissed me, some asking me if I'll come tomorrow.

Akina bowed and kissed them handing them each a book I assumed from my library.

"They get a book every week, we discuss it at dinner and they tell me their thoughts."

"How do you get access to my library?" I asked baffled.

" I never took books from you. I go to the Royal Library and bring the books here."

I was speechless after that, of course he could have gotten the books from anywhere. He bowed and walked away leaving me stunned. I branded him in a fit of anger because I thought he violated my personal library without permission, Gods I am a stupid man.

The day was indeed not planned, was fun. My children are all special in their own way, they needed love as much as I do. They needed me and I am never there.  

Just like my parents. 

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