Ehsaas

~~ Love of life ~~

It was a gloomy day ....the sun was hidden behind the deep clouds ...the enviroment was stormy , havy wind was blowing ,rain drops were pouring down ..... There was lightning with thunderstorm..

with the silent tears she was standing in the last corner of terrace while closing her eyes ...

She was breathing havily , there was pain , there was fear and also there was thirst for love .

Taking the last breath she attempt to take the next step but she felt a tight hold pulled her behind and just then they fall in each other arms , She was closing her eyes tightly , her hair was covering her face , kartik gently moved her hair making her shiver and she opens her eyes slowly ...

There was a different silence today...The rain drops were falling down making them drenched , She was lost in his teary eyes , She could feel a bit love for her , care for her as thoose eyes were saying a lot of things today .....Unknowingly she feels a moments peace.

But the painful past--The past flashes infront of her... Her eyes were filled with pain .

"I wanna die" She said while tried to pushed him away .

But He is holding her hand tightly...She struggled a lot but he didn't let her go....

" Naira please ,just listen to me " Kartik tried to calm her down ...

"Why should I listen to you , kartik ?who are you ? Just stay away ...You don't know anything ...There is no reason to live , I just hate my life ...Do you get that ? -she screamed loudly.

Seeing this painful soul kartik hugged her tightly... His eyes were teary....
Naira was crying continuously and breathing havily.. his white shirt get drenched with her tears...

" But Naira I want to be the reason "He said with a hope making her frozen at her position .

She could hear the echo of thoose words over again and again .

They were standing all alone under the  sky hugging each other .... Rain drops were flowing down .

After few mins silence kartik broke the hug ...

"Naira.. "- He said in polite tone

She lowered her eyes , She was unable to speak anything..

Suddenly she hold her head , Its paining , vision become blur and Slowly her eyes closes . " kartik save me" saying the words she was about to fall but he held her in his arms...He heard the loud sound of storm , Still they were touched by the rain drops ....

He bring her in room.... He made her lay on bed .

She was all wet , there was water drops in her neck and face ... Her messy wet hair was attracting him and her white dress had already become transparent ....immediately he bring a soft towel to wipe ...

" Naira " -He slowly called her keeping his hand on her forehead...

He felt the high temperature of her body and understood she has high fever ...

He thought to call a doctor but It was too late at night ...besides she was drenched and her dress was transparent , He felt It's not the right time to call an other person here

He tried to wake her up in several  times... it was necessary to change her dress too...

Finding no other way , he took a deep breath while closing all the door and windows ,He switched the light off ...