WinkDeep & OngNiel Oneshots

나는......너무 행복해 (4)

Jinyoung's POV

Stupid stupid stupid! Why did I invite him in? Now it's hella awkward for the both of us.

We sat on the couch, not saying anything. I could see that it was getting uncomfortable as we were both sitting straight, not leaning on to anything.

"Umm...." I decided to end the awkwardness. But I don't know how.

"Have you done your homework?" He asked knowing that I couldn't think of a topic.

"No."

"Then shall we do it together?"

Thank God Jihoon, he thought of something we could do together and not be uncomfortable.

"I......I don't know how to do this." I hesitated before asking him.

"Oh, here let me help you." He was oddly smart. I expected him to be those rebel students that always play.

"You're surprised huh?" I looked at him with confusion.

"That I'm smart." He smirked. Can he read my mind?

"Nonsense, I'm smarter." He started laughing. Was it funny? I've never made a joke before but I guess this is how you do it.

"Umm....ah haha." I fake-laughed with him.

"God....I didn't know you have a sense of humour." He wiped his tears from laughing too hard. Seeing him like that made me smile.

"Oh! You smiled! You actually smiled!"

"Have I not smiled before?"

"No it was an actual smile! A sincere one!" He started jumping up and down, as if he found a miracle.

I laughed at his childish actions. It's been years since I laughed like that. Nobody had made me feel so happy before.

He's.....he's actually quite fun to be with.

"Umm bye now." I said as I held the door, bidding farewell to him. I admit I did wanted him to stay.

"Bye." He walked away but suddenly turned to me.

"Don't be sad anymore." He said in a serious tone. How does he always surprise people?

"Like right now, I know you don't want me to leave." A smile appeared on his face.

"Shoo~" I waved at him and replied his smile back.

"I like you hyung, remember that you are not alone."

As he walked away, my eyes kept following him until his figure was nowhere to be seen.

I closed the door and leaned onto it.

What a day.

'I like you hyung...' KYAA I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT!

I went to bed at 11pm but it's 2am now and I'm still awake. Those words, those sweet and soft words kept ringing in my head. I just couldn't get him out of my mind.

Was was this feeling? What has he done to me? Am.....am I really falling for him?

<Next day>

"Hyung! Let's walk to school together!" I heard Jihoon shout behind me and I quickly tidied my hair before he came closer.

"Sure...."

"What happened to you?" He stopped walking and looked at me.

"Eh? Is there something on my face." I panicked as I touched my entire face, making sure not to embarrass myself in front of him.

"You look really tired. Did you not sleep yesterday?"

"Is is that obvious?" He nodded.

"Can't sleep? Why? Thinking about me?" He smirked. I knew he meant it as a joke but I couldn't help but get nervous.

My face heated up and blood was rushing to my ears.

"Hyung, you're blushing....No way, I was right?!"

"I'm going without you." I quickened my pace and tried to walk away as fast as I could.

"Aww hyung!!" He started chasing after me while I ran away from him.

Was this pure happiness I felt? Am I allowed to feel this way? Do I deserve to be loved or to love?

He's right, I'm gonna mark him as mine and be as happy as I wanna be.