Virginity | JJK ✔

25:Is it love?

You showed them your practice room.

"And here is where I practice.", you said and pointed in front of the mirror.

"You used to be alone?", minjun asked.

"Yeah..", you replied.

"Well now we're with you. You won't be alone.", he said and placed his hand on your bare shoulder.

His hands were warm. You got goosebumps just by his touch.

"Let's practice! I am so excited!", yuna said cheerfully.

You smiled at her reaction.

"She's so cute!", you thought.

"I'll cue the music.", you told.

You played the music and joined them in dancing.

After awhile, a worker entered.

"Mr Lee Wangmin wants to see you all.", he informed.

"Let's go!", heonwoo said.

You all went to Mr Lee Wangmin's office. You knocked twice.

"Come in."

You all entered.

"I have a good news!", Mr Lee Wangmin said.

"What is it sir?", you asked impatiently.

"You're dorm has been arranged!  You'll be living together from now on."

You felt your heart stop. You looked at Mr Lee Wangmin blankly. All your excitement died. You felt soreness in your throat.

"Is it even a good news?", you thought to yourself.

You didn't want to leave bts. You didn't want to leave jungkook.

"We'll have our own dorm.", yuna said excitedly.

"Aren't you happy?", minjun asked you.

"No..no... I am.. I am happy.", you said and forcefully smiled.

"Ah! (Y/n)! Pack your stuff! You'll shift tomorrow.", Mr Lee Wangmin ordered.

"Umm.. okay sir."

"You may go now. I have work to do.", Mr Lee Wangmin said and winked at you.

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Time skips:

You knocked the door of bts's dorm.

"Hey! (Y/n)!", taehyung said as he opened the door.

"Hi."

You entered. Everyone was already eating at the dining table. You sat next to jungkook.

"I have a news.", you announced.

Everyone stopped eating and looked at you.

"My dorm has been arranged. I'll leave tomorrow.", you told.

Jungkook instantly looked at you.

"(Y/n)! Don't go.", jhope said.

"(Y/n)! Stay!"

"I wish I could.", you sighed.

Everyone started insisting. Jungkook didn't speak anything at all.

"I won't be alone. We're four people.", you told.

"What?", jin asked.

"New trainees? Don't you guys know?", you asked.

"No! We don't! ", namjoon replied.

"Well! There's me, yuna, heonwoo and... minjun~"

"Minjun?", jungkook asked.

"Yeah? But why are you repeating his name?", you questioned.

"Your tone. It was different when you said his name."

"No it wasn't!"

Jungkook averted his eyes. Everyone ate silently. You went to your room.

You took your bags out and started packing. Jungkook also entered the room after some time.

"Jungkook? Can you pass me that box?", you requested

"Which one? This one?", he asked and started to walk towards the drawer on which that box was placed.

"Yeah..", you told.

Jungkook opened it. It was the pendant he gave you.

"Why aren't you wearing it?", he asked as he took the pendant out of the box.

"I didn't want to damage it.", you replied.

"I see..."

He opened the pendant and stood behind you such that your back was facing his front.

He lifted your hair from your shoulder, exposing your bare skin. He placed the pendant around your neck and closed it.

"Don't ever take it off.", jungkook said and pecked your neck.

You felt a shiver go down through your spine. Your face started getting hot. You turned around to face him.

"I don't want to go but I have to. So before I leave..." , you paused.

You lifted your feet and started kissing jungkook roughly. You held his head and brushed his hair with your fingers.

He kissed back. He held you by your waist and pulled you closer. You felt his hand move all over your back.

You pulled back from the kiss to catch your breath but jungkook immediately started kissing you again.

He entered his tongue inside your mouth, exploring every inch of it. Both of your tongues fought for dominance.

You felt his bulge growing.

You pulled back again.

"I... I am sorry.", you said and turned.

You pressured your lips against one another and closed you eyes.

"I think the drink had alcohol in it.", you lied and left.

After an hour you went inside the room again. Jungkook was in his bed.

His face was towards the wall. You didn't know whether he was sleeping or not. You didn't dare to check.

You packed your bags, emptying the room of all your belongings.

You laid in your bed. Your mind was a mess.

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Your POV:

"What did I do!? I love him so much. I want him to know but why can't I just tell him. What's wrong with me!?"

"He'll reject me."

"I think he loves me too but maybe he kissed me back just so I won't be embarrassed! Ugh! I don't know!"

"If he loved me he would have confessed. I have made it way too obvious."

"We just had our moment and that's it! He doesn't love you."

I covered myself with blanket and cleared my mind.

I fell asleep.

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