My First Random Book

I need help.

I am not good enough.

I am not cool

I am worthless.

I am useless.

I don't deserve friends.

These are thoughts I have in my head. And to my real life friends I talk to all the time, I feel like every time I say something wrong to you guys and your guys just laugh about it, I laugh too but, sometimes when I don't do stuff like immediately you guys just, I don't know. Like say "Lauren! Read!" And I always freaking just mess up.

I know no one is going to read this because, no one cares about me.

I'm tired of feeling like this.
I want to be happy..
Why can't I just be happy at times?!

I'm sorry, I'll go now. I'm sorry for wasting your time..

Goodbye.