Scribbles (One Shots and Open Letters)

An open letter to my ever dear partner this semester

02/20/2018

I didn't really thought of writing you a letter, ever pero enebe, napasulat ako. Anyway, why did I wrote this ba? Well, I wasn't really okay. Every time you ask me, how am I, I always answer with I'm okay but I am not. I am not, really.

I feel pressured in every thing here, eversince I transferred. Every time you and Jhal tell me, Sus! Nagawa mo na 'to e. really breaks my heart. Wala lang, it's not you, it's me. Ang hirap kayang magadjust. Ibang-iba kaya 'tong univ natin sa univ ko dati.

I'm losing myself na. I really don't know what to do. I wanted to tell you this, you even assured me that you're here for me. But I really can't.

I have my best-est friends also, but I know they've also been in the tough time of their life right now so I don't want to add up to that.

I'm dead tired. As in. Dami nating gawain. I'm almost giving up. Please bear with me, EM. Pretty please? Puhleaseeeee?

Pero secret lang natin ha? You're really my first day school crush. Hahaha funny isn't it? I really admire guys who have big shot eyes and wears black rimmed eyeglasses, plus malinis. Galing kasi we've been partners in every major subject that we have this semester. Ang awkward nga e. Osya sige na, magkaka-hydrocepalus ka nanaman dyan e.

Sana 'di ka mainis sa akin. 'Di kita iiwan, promise!