Chapter 48

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(A/N) Hey! So, the song in this chapter is a cady groves song, called 'Real With Me' All credit goes to her, I'm saying that it's somebody else's song in this story. SO! Enjoy your next chapter<3(: Song on the side, just, thats supposed to be lucy singing! o:

~**** 1 year later ****~ 

~*Harry's POV*~ 

"And now ladies and gentlemen, Miss Lucy Martin with her new single, 'Real with me'!" The radio announcers voice said cheerily over the radio." 

I instantly reached over and turned up the radio, the sound of her achingly familiar voice coming through the radio: 

I'll never catch a shooting star

Or call ya out on who ya really are

I know I'm not the one you wanna win

It's a losin game

So I'm losin it

And I'm surprised we got this far

With that barricade but I want more

I would be a fool to let you let me quit

And maybe you should just say somethin

You haven't rehearsed-but that leaves nothin

Along with me-you've neglected the urge to be real

Real with me,

If I'd ask for one thing

Just say I love you

But I know you wont blink

Truth wont pass your lips-I know

Stop pretending

I'm not susprised I let you in this far so it's

It's safe to say that I still adore you

I'm not the one who started this

And I wont back down

So keep pushin it

And on the day that you came undone

That day was the last day that I felt home

So I would be a fool to let you let me quit

And maybe you should just say somethin

You haven't rehearsed-but that leaves nothin

Along with me-you've neglected the urge to be real

Real with me,

If I'd ask for one thing

Just say I love you

But I know you wont blink

Truth wont pass your lips-I know

Stop pretending

And it was never about what you were not

But I don't know how much longer I can hold on

Hooooold onnnn

And maybe you should just say somethin

You haven't rehearsed-but that leaves nothin

Along with me-you've neglected the urge to be real

Real with me,

If I'd ask for one thing

Just say I love you

But I know you wont blink

Truth wont pass your lips-I know

Stop pretending

As usual, tears welled up in my eyes. God, I missed her so much. I just...god. Seeing pictures of her and Louis in magazines, the "perfect family" with their perfect little baby, perfect everything. Except the problem with them, they weren't together. Officially anyway. It was out in the public that the child was Louis', but they told everyone they werent dating. Didnt stop them from practically eating each other's faces off in public but whatever.. I drove home the rest of the way, listening to the radio person talking about how "amazing it was how far Lucy had come, after such a 'devastating break' from her husband, how she got over it and started a career, and would be returning to england to sign with Syco." Great. I had to see her. Again. 

I stopped the car at my apartment, thumping up the steps. Bella was with Liam today, the boys spent most of the time watching her. I had..I hadn't lost interest. But seeing her, just hurt. She was so much like her mother..

I walked into my kitchen, setting my phone and my keys on the counter, when I saw something on the table. I picked it up, scanning over it quickly, 

Harry, 

went out with the girls for the day, see you tonight 

Caroline xx

I groaned. Caroline Flack. My "love interest." 

Again. Not my idea. After the split, management decided they wanted me to do something dramatic, and despite earlier controvery on my relationship with Caroline, they urged me to be with her again. She thought it was great, and was just...eugh. Clingy. Desperate. Whiny. Controlling. Jealous. And always talking badly about Lucy. Like, I get that I should be angry. But the only thing that makes me angry is when people talk badly about her. I dont care what she did. I will still defend her...

~*Lucy's POV*~ 

"I can't believe I let you drive." I groaned to Louis, tipping my head backwards into the seat. 

Louis chuckled, and the sound of more blaring horns behind us. 

"I keep forgetting we're not in Europe.'' he muttered. 

I heard a cooing sound from the backseat and turned around, to see my little baby Nolan, kicking around in his little car seat. 

"Hello baby!" I cooed, making faces at him. He couldn't see me, because his seat was facing the other way. But I knew he could hear me. 

We stayed like that for awhile, me talking to the baby, Louis singing, and driving terribly. 

But then, I heard the sound of screeching tires. and everything went black. 

(A/N) Feeling generous. another chapter. 

uhoh. more drama >.< sorry guys i had to!! it gets better i promise<3 <3 <3 dont worry! Harry's coming back soon! :D 

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