The Devils Little Game (Dean Winchester X reader)

The Unbreakable Vow

"Hello, boys," said the woman in blue, her hair fire red that rested in tight curls below her shoulder.
"Rowena," Dean glared, angered and full of rage as he stares at the soulless ginger standing in front of him and his brother, Sam.
"Hey, what's with the terrible look, huh? What's the matter, dearies?" She said in a concerned voice, exchanging eye contact with both the two large brother in front of her.
"Where is she Rowena? What is her plan and why is she doing this?" Sam asked, holding his blade up, stained with blood of the demon he had just killed outside and disposed of in the trunk.
"Plan? What plan? If there was one I think I would've been aware dont ya think?"
"Cut the act, Bitch!" Dean said furiously, he was tired of playing games and that you could tell by his hungry, forest-green eyes.
"You boys have gone mad, haven't you?" She said, her face full of what looked like utter disgust.
"Fine," She said setting the books she had, the name was covered by what looked like blood, but the boys thought it was nothing important, "I can't tell you where she is or what she is doing. I can only tell you why. Reason because is she made me promise, we had an unbreakable bond because she knew either you would find me, or I would find you. She was right, look where I am now. We made the bond because it will save all our asses, believe me," she said looking at Dean.
"We already know! She wants to become more powerful, a God, and rule! We were told she was tired of being human so she wanted to become more powerful," Dean said, his large hands slamming against the table in anger.
"You're wrong," Rowena started, sitting down at one of the waiting chairs on the opposite walls of the hotel desk. "A very powerful Archangel as been brought back. Very clever one too," She said pointing her finger up when she brought of the archangel.
"Okay, what the hell does a dickangel have to do with anything?" Dean said cutting Rowena off.
Shutting him up quickly with a glare, she continued, "Lucifer is gaining more power if you haven't noticed from the last time you've met him, he needs to be weakened. She hates being weak, but she doesn't want to turn... bad. She..." rowena stopped, knowing she was going too far. "That's all I can say," she said looking up at the boys.
"Bullshit! Say it dammit! If you don't say it then right it!" Dean's anger was only rising more with every word Rowena spoke.
"DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THE WORD UNBREAKABLE BOND, IF I SPEAK I DIE, YOU MORON!" Rowena yelled back in anger.
"I can't even say the words because of the bond, they stop it from escaping my throat and my movement. You've made promises and kept most of them, I have a right as my own person to do the same," she said as she picked up her books and walked out of the motel; the boys stared at each other confused and then watched her disappear.

Now they were even further from finding you.

•Normal POV•

The door slammed at the entrance of the old abandoned bar. Turning your head slightly you noticed rowena walking in, "did you get everything?" You asked as she came up to you.
You were stretched on a bed, your head towards her as she set down the books, flipping through them, "yes my, Dear. I surely do," she said as she made it to a page, walking over and giving you a light massage.
"Are you alright, (Y/N)?" Rowena asked as her hands turned a purplish color, your back heating up and becoming relaxed as you could feel everything fixing itself and becoming perfect.
"No, everything is and will forever be fine after we finally get rid of Asmodeus and Lucifer," you said as you could feel your muscles relaxing, you about fall asleep sometimes even.
"I ran into the Winchester's," Rowena threw out, moving back Incase You become outraged.
You sat up, "really? And what did you say?"
"Just told them how you wanted to be stronger, how Lucifer was also becoming stronger. I didn't tell them where and what you were up too," she added the last part quickly.
You nodded slowly as you listened, "great, let's just hope they stay out of my way for now on then," you said as Rowena began fixing you up like before.
"Don't you think, that if the Winchester knew, they could help us and Lucifer and Asmodeus would be beaten with ease?" Rowena asked and immediately regretted saying so.
"Help!? From the Winchester's? Rowena, what did they put in your head? No! They would stop me from becoming strong and then someone would die. One of the Winchester's, or even both, would lose a life and the other would call a crossroad demon to sell their soul. No. This is better to keep between us and the archangel, and a few of our followers. Too much and the word would go out," you said watching her closely, standing up and headed to the bar.
          Pouring yourself a class, you finish it in a gulp and immediately threw the glass to the side, "why try when I can't even get wasted anymore,"

I wish Dean would notice, I wish he would understand, that what I am doing is not to benefit myself, but to make sure that everyone else is safe. That those who have been causing pain, will burn with me.

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Deans POV

          "Bond?" Sam said curiously, confused out of his mind.
          "I don't know man, but apparently if she breaks it Rowena dies," I replied, taking a few drinks of the hard whiskey that was handed to me by a waitress trying to get my number.
          "Wait, isn't that some kind of... spell? From this book made by uh-" Sam thought for a moment, he was a nerd so it would come quick, "oh ya! A woman by the name J. K. Rowling, she made a book series called Harry Potter, I think that was the name. I remember reading it, but two of the characters made a bond and if the one broke it he would die. That's probably the same thing right?"
          "I don't know this Harry Potter, and I'd rather not read to find out, too many books. Also their wizards, who knows if the author is one too?" I said and stopped once Sam glared at me.
          "Let's get back to the bunker, I wanna see if this is an actual spell," Sam said getting up, going to start Baby.

         Heading back to the bunker was pretty hard. We wanted to get there before dark, failing obviously, and even worse: it started to snow. It wasn't a surprise, it was near the end of February.
          "Okay, here. It's exactly what the book said and what Rowena brought up. Whoever breaks the bond will die,"
          I turned my head slightly to him, my attention still on the road to prevent sliding, "how do we undo it?"
          "Not quite sure, I don't think you can. It may probably ware off if we find out. Since she told Rowena to keep it from us, but when we find out, rowena not breaking the bond, it may stop it," Sam replied, looking up from the big book, his eyes worried almost.
          "If not, then Rowena will die and we won't have to worry much anymore, another bitch dead," I said coldly, but I didn't care. It was the truth.
          "Dean, I know she's not good, but she's helped us a lot more than others. She's a witch and she really hasn't tried killing us, used us yes, but kill no,"
          "Yet," I said before continuing driving, the snow covering the road. I didn't care who was to die, besides Sammy and you, as long as I got to see you again...

      I just don't understand... did I screw up?