ew. ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew. (this kinda became a rant somehow??)

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I don't even know why I'm doing this cuz its a gross drawing.....I could've chosen a different one, but no....anyways....

I made this almost TWO YEARS AGO

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I made this almost TWO YEARS AGO.










I'm both cringing and and imploding at the same time....this was made during the edgiest point of my life.

I also found this that I wrote-

I also found this that I wrote-

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.......WHAT THE FUCK FETUS ME-










Why am I showing this to you?





To make a point that even when you think you're not improving, you really are.

That COMPLETED PICTURE up top-



That was one of my first digital drawings from almost two years ago.

That was one of my first digital drawings from almost two years ago

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this ROUGH SKETCH-








IT WAS MADE LITERALLY FIFTEEN MINUTES AGO.






Which one is better?










The only thing you can continue doing unintentionally, is improve.....and live....BUT THATS NOT THE POINT





THE POINT IS THAT WE ALL IMPROVE AS HUMAN BEINGS AS WE LIVE LIFE.....



heh....I guess there is a point to unintentionally living.







FUCKING EXACTLY-







THERE IS A POINT TO LIVING BECAUSE WITHOUT YOUR EXISTENCE HERE ANYMORE, YOU WONT BE ABLE TO LOOK BACK AT HOW DIFFERENT YOU WERE AND HOW MUCH YOUVE CHANGED AND IMPROVED IN DIFFERENT PLACES OVER TIME.




YOU WONT BE ABLE TO SEE YOURSELF IMPROVE



YOU WONT BE ABLE TO SEE YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY IMPROVE.






Of course, there is an upside to ending it because you leave your suffering physical form behind.






But things can change and improve.








Just gotta look forward to the things that make you happy.








People say that you should fight your negativity head on instead of running.










But the thing is.











If you're faster than your negativity. Leave them in the dust.












If you're stronger than your negativity, push it away for good.





If you're stealthier than your negativity, hide so you can watch it and laugh as all the negative feelings stumble around and give up trying to find you.







It may seem like those things don't work.



But continue holding out. Work with stamina and motivation.







If you can't prove it to others, then prove to yourself that you can keep the bad away.









Its okay for you to ask for help from others that care








And if you can't find anyone that seems to care or believe in you....








Just know that I care, and that I believe in you.










Why else would I be writing this and publishing it....?







Live to see another day.
Live to see yourself improve.
Live to see others improve.
Live to fight you negativity.

You live for me,



And I'll LIVe(name pun-) for you.




I'll live for all of you.





My worst enemy is my negativity.









And I'll fight it for you, if you fight yours for me.

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