Sick and Tired; Taeyong

•four•

___Taeyong___
Dongwook really started to irk my nerves. There's no way he should just plainly lie to Myunha that simple. She still showed that she cares for him by trying to get him to leave with her. I didn't want her to walk off with Dongwook only to see him flirt with another girl right in front of her, she's dragging more pain onto herself. It's hurting me to the point where I feel the need to protect her although she's probably not ready for another encounter with another guy even if it's a friend. Why couldn't I just mind my own business and just keep all to myself. I shouldn't have read into her notebook, it wouldn't have sprouted the idea and the thought of wanting to help the depressed girl.  But if I do manage to help her it'll all be just for a friendly thing and none other than that, I wish it would be more.

Dongwook stood a few feet away from me still continuing to play his role and the crowd around us eventually grew bigger hearing rumors fly across the cafeteria. "Oh so bad boy isn't going to talk now?" Dongwook teases shoving his hands into his pockets. Taking a small glance at Myunha I could tell she wanted me to confront him but she also wanted me to just drop it and leave it all to her. I wouldn't just let her be like this anymore, even if I gain nothing from this it'll be better to set her free and let her see happiness once more. "Dongwook, why do you play as if that you and Myunha are still a couple, why do you continue to have her linger around you even though your talking to Jihyu? Can you explain that to everyone? Do you happen to think that you're hurting Myunha both physically and mentally as she tries to still be that perfect girlfriend that you've never seen in her? Why don't you just cut the bull shit and leave her alone!" I spat as everyone reacted seemed about the same to them gasping in shock with widened eyes. Heck even Myunha's reaction was exactly the same. I couldn't tell if she was grateful or disappointedly what I said. Dongwook hasn't said a word yet and didn't seem like he was soon, Myunha looked as if she didn't want to speak another word to me as she probably found out that I read her ranting page. And this shall be my cue to just walk off after all no ones responding so I must have left a mark it's no reason to stay and just be stuck in this confused silence.

After heaving a sigh that was built up of the anger that I finally let out my heavy feet dragged itself loudly towards the door only to be stopped by a faint and tired voice. "Dongwook, let's break up." Hearing those four words made me spin on my heel to see that Myunha was actually stepping up to the plate and ending the hurtful and lifeless relationship for once. I should be happy that she ended it, and move on since I no longer hold any specific relationship to her life but why do I feel guilt and annoyance? "Why so you can just run to that dumb broke excuse of a guy to replace me? Tch I thought you were better than that." He remarked wrapping his arm around Jiho. I could tell he pressed her buttons and she grew tired of it now since she's grown the courage to end everything, she might as well let out her feelings that has been caged in for lord knows how long. "That 'dumb broke guy' that you claim to be no better than you has helped me. Helped me get away from a pitiful and ungrateful child like you. There's no way you can possibly call yourself a man after cheating on someone who loved you to death. Heck without him I would have kept my mouth shut and had to deal with you cheating in front of me for several more months until you decided to dump me for her. And Jihyu you really must be a dumb blonde, to date or even talk to a child that has a girlfriend but yet here you are, like he won't do the same thing to you. I swear you're both pathetic!" She snapped, expressing everything she she had wrote and bringing it to the light. I'm sure it'll leave a permanent mark onto him and if it doesn't he's heartless as who knows what. The crowd that once circled around us were all scattered in different groups discussing what they had just saw. Unexpectedly most of them made an uproar of applause that she let out everything. I'm proud of her. "Taeyong, you were right we should go." She glared at the couple that was lost for words emphasizing the "we". Without another demand I immediately followed behind her as she walked the opposite way of our classroom and out the entrance doors. I never dared to look up nor catch up with her, I'd rather just walk behind and watch as our feet walked similarly.

Where we were going, I had no clue but it must be somewhere that she trusts me to be. My assumptions must be wrong as to not having nothing else to do with her after blurting out a hint to her rant notes. Before I knew it she stopped at a park. It must be where she calmed herself. She trailed along the path and sat at a bench near a small river that was accompanied by the little swans that quietly roamed around the warm water. Hesitantly I sat a few inches away from her on the bench not wanting her to feel uncomfortable after such a situation. "Taeyong, thanks a lot..." She commenced staring at her lap before she continued. "Is there anything I can do to repay you, I mean anything no matter what. You really have me hope and courage and I really cherish it, I feel selfish for not returning nothing after all that you've done." I was deep in thought about whether I should just tell her it's nothing even though it's a lie or to tell her the truth. "Will you please give another shot for love, for me?"
___Taeyong___