Here's To Us

ENTIRELY, TIRELESSLY

         You beautiful mess
         ‎                                      - Eminem

COOKIE'S POV

I was in pain,  everything hurt, it felt like I was dying, the air was so cold,  my body felt so heavy

    It was a challenge but I slowly flutter my eyes flew open. My breathe was shaky. The room was dark. I felt something warm resting on my left hip. I turned to my left to see Lucious sleeping next to me, head on my hip, his eyes closed but facing me. I can hear his breath, the warmth of his head covering my freezing hips. I slowly lifted my left hand and rested my arm on his cheeks. 
    ‎He moved a bit,  slowly waking up, he took my hand on his cheek and our hand intertwined, he got up to a proper sitting position and gave a the brightest smile, His grey eye sparklung through the dim lights.

  I smiled back at him. 

" You're up. "
he said softly, he sounded pretty sleepy,  my bedhead.

I looked at his deep grey eyes
"you okay, Lucious?"

He just smiled at me and cupped my cheeks.
"Im okay, baby"

"What happened? "
I asked slowly,  my throat hurts.

"Well we were in this cabin,  it was Claudia. "

"Right" I said , cutting him off

"how long was I knocked out."

" a week, maybe more. "
He said with his watery eyes rubbing my hand with his thumb and then kissed it. 

"Damn! I still feel like shit though"

He let out a slight laugh, then said
"You scared me Cookie Lyon"

His voice cracked, I saw he was about to cry, his beau

I just put my hand on his warm cheeks and wiped his tear away. He leaned in and kissed me. Soft lips, slow kiss. I tried to bring myself up as he pulled away. I immediately felt a shock of pain.
I moaned and held my stomach. I felt nauseous somehow.

" Carefull, don't move to much, you could break your stitches."

He said with concerned looks, I felt his hand running through my hair.

"I have stitches? "

"yeah"

"great" I said sarcasticly, I looked beside me and saw what seemed like a  bouquet of red roses

"Are those roses?" I asked

"yeah, there's a lot more actually, from some folks at Empire,  some old friends,  your sister Candace..."

He paused and took a deep breathe

"what? " I asked

He sighed

"the other day she came runnin'into me and smacked me in the face, yelling that this was all my fault, she said she'll kill me if anything would've happened to you"

I giggled ' oh Candace' I thought

"you know my sisters are wacked!"
I smiled at him

He just kept looking at me, filling the aur with a hint of silence

"she's right, your sister, this is my fault"

I gazed into his eyes, confused,  I sighed then said.
"It ain't no ones fault but Claudia you know that" I said strongly

He slowly slided his hands from my head  to my left hand and held it tightly. I felt a lump in my throat I started coughing and coughing and then I felt blood coming out of my mouth he passed me some water then call the doctor he looks so worried I told him I was fine but he didn't believe me it was a bit much,

but I would have done the same thing for him if our roles were reversed then my hit started to feel really dizzy and I just ended up falling asleep before he came back.