Sick and Tired; Taeyong

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___Myunha___
The first 3 months of college is for sure the best experience. I have been maintaining good grades in every course and also having lots of time to be with Taeyong. My grades were so well I even happened to earn an opportunity to study for a semester abroad to almost anywhere I could imagine. Of course I wasn't just going to let this opportunity fly out the window I may find a different career I might be interested in and I'll also be able to explore another part of the world. Taeyong was well aware of this and encouraged me to do it as well since he'll look into trying to go next semester as well. This would be the day of my departure to study in the states. I've been studying English ever since I've been offered such this gift to study abroad and I've seemed to catch on a bit quickly with the basics but my accent is very easy to detect. Having never been to an airport before everything was new to me. Taeyong tagged along to guide me through the things I needed help on. We happened to go two hours early before my flight would be announced to board on. This gave us more ham enough time to talk and hang out before I'd be gone for 2 or 3 months. We both agreed to do mandatory calls for each other everyday so we can keep up with each other and so Taeyong won't be insecure as he thinks the people out there would try and take me away from him. But the thing about it is that the time zones are completely different yet we still managed to figure out how things were going to work out.

Taeyong bought me the food for me to eat at the airport and even caressed my hair causing me to drift into a short nap. Just 30 minutes before the flight would be announced he woke me up. He smiled but I knew behind that smile he didn't really want me to go now thinking of how he was going to cope with not being able to cling onto me. "Taeyong don't look at me with those eyes, you're making me feel bad for even thinking of this!" I whined grasping onto his hand tightly. Heaving a sigh of worry, he held my shoulder pulling me to his side then kissed my forehead. I snuggled into Taeyong's arms tightly containing the warmth from him. " I promise I'm not too worried, I will if you don't do well out there okay? If I hear of find out that a grade has dropped to a C you're really going to get scolded. But please don't worry I'll be fine here, trust me. Oh and before I forget, here's this necklace so other guys will know that you're mine." He smirked holding out a golden necklace with his initials "TY" engraved in gold. My words that I had to describe the necklace and to thank him suddenly disappeared as I was speechless. He really is too sweet. He's going to make me miss him more than I already do even though he's in front of me. I allowed him to clip the necklace around my neck and by turning my back towards him and lifted my hair so it wouldn't get caught in the chain. After finally clasped the necklace he grabbed my hand, my hair dropped. The loud sound of a woman's crisp voice distracts us as it was time for the five minute warning to now enter your zone. Taeyong wouldn't let me go. I don't blame him, I don't want to be away from him for no more than a week. I'll get love sick if it's possible. His love grew on me so much I can't function properly without even a small eye contact or skin contact of him. I seriously wonder how I'm going to cope with this. Being without him is like catching a disease and when I see him he's my medicine. I heard soft sniffles that came from Taeyong and of course my emotions had to act up along with his. I hate seeing people cry, especially people whom I adore dearly. I couldn't look into his eyes, already picturing the sad tears in his eyes as he really wanted me to be happy but he doesn't want me to go. I didn't want to see him in such a state. Hearing him cry into my shoulder caused my nose to run and a pool of tears to corner my eyelid. "Zone 2 you may now board the plane, I repeat zone 2 you may board the plane now!" The lady from before announced once more and it was my cue to get on. I hugged Taeyong weakly. I couldn't seem to gather any strength knowing he was crying. My gentle arms slid off his shoulder and I reached to wipe his tears. He's really a big baby, I don't want to leave because who will take care of my baby? "Don't worry Taeyong I'll be back before you know it! I'll call you as soon as the plane arrives which should be about around 11 in the morning out here okay? I have to go now Taeyong. I love you!" I smiled grabbing onto my suitcase that I'll be carrying under my seat. His grip loosened while he nods letting me onto the plane. Before I could disappear into the bridge towards the plane I turned to him and waved with a big smile. Of course he smiled at me as well but a tear fell. The guy that looks so tough and cold on the outside is really a big cry baby. But I love that about him. I can't wait until the day I'll come back. Taeyong, it's not like I'll be gone forever, I'll be back. I'll be back before you'll think that you'd die from missing me. Just you wait, Lee Taeyong.