My life... Not exactly

Alright I'm going to make this introduction short and simple... My name is Kylie Waters. I am 17 years old. I am the average 17 year old girl, unless you read on for about two more chapters. I have been through more pain and heartbreaks in the past 5 years then anyone should ever experience in a lifetime. Life is so simple yet so complicated at the same time. It's like one minute your mind is completely blank and the next you are completely lost in your own thoughts. I do this so often, I get scared wondering how time works feeling as if my life will be gone in the blink of an eye. I often catch myself wondering how people can treat each other so harshly. how can one person kill another human? I can't hit a bug without feeling horrible. we are lucky to even be alive on earth. as you can see I tend to ramble on about things that don't matter much, thinking about all of the "what ifs" and the "how cans" when really I probably think much more than someone should. so much for that "short and simple" introduction. Well now that I have rambled on about nothing I think this chapter is done.... maybe not. Well I guess this story will be kind of about my life... well not exactly... I guess you will have to continue reading to find out what I mean by that.