My Love is a Star (BTS Suga Fanfiction)

58. A Change of Heart

ZACH'S POV

"You!"

She already had her dress on and looked like she's ready to leave. "Where do you think you're going huh?" I grabbed her by the arm and slammed her onto the wall.

"Zach. Look. I'm sorry this ever happened."

"You planned all this right?" She was trying to break off from my grip but I pinned her arm onto the wall. "Are you happy now?" I screamed at her. I was out of my mind. I was still holding the ring in my other hand. She's lucky I wasn't thinking of letting it out of my grasp or this hand would've landed on her head already.

"Why did you do it? Why?!" I can see she was trembling but I didn't care. It couldn't even equal to the trembling I feel inside at the thought of losing my fiancé.

"I.. I... I just...wanna have you back Zach.. "

I couldn't help but laugh at what she just said. "So you decided to ruin my relationship just to get yourself fucked???! Well, fuck you!" I punched the wall so hard it shook. My eyes never left hers. I wanted to tear her down into pieces. Good thing I still have a bit of sanity within me. But that didn't stop me from choking her.

"Zach...Zach. let go...please.." she was using both of her hands to remove my grip from her neck but I wouldn't budge.

I know I could kill her if this grip gets even tighter. I can snap her neck in seconds. I didn't go to the gym on a daily basis for nothing.

"Za..." she was clutching my wrists as she gasped for air. There wasn't even a little remorse that I feel as I look at her struggle. She deserves it.

"Ple..Za.." she fell to the floor when I finally let go of her. I bent on one knee and pulled her chin up to face me. She flinched the moment she saw me reaching out to her.

"Make sure I get her back ... or else you'd be pinned against the same wall again.. but when that time comes, I'm not letting go."

She trembled as she nodded. When I stood up, she quickly grabbed her bag and left.
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ROZIE'S POV

Why?

Why?

Why??

The question has been repeating in my head since I left the condo. I rode the MRT feeling like I'm drifting away. I didn't know how I managed to get here. All I know is I wanna be away from him as far as possible.

Was I not enough?
Maybe I wasn't giving him what he wanted.
Maybe I wasn't appealing to him anymore.
Maybe I wasn't fulfilling his fantasies.
Maybe I don't fuck him just like she does.
But... I thought he loves me.
Weren't you supposed to stay faithful to the one that you love despite their inadequacies?
I thought the flaws and all other things no longer matter when you love someone.

I sobbed.

The MRT was full and people would wonder why the hell I'm crying but I don't really care. It's not them that's been cheated on.

It's me. It's fucking me!

For all the relationships I have before, I have always been left and done wrong. It's either they found someone new or I wasn't good enough for them. And when I thought this was gonna be different from all others, I guess I never really learn. Catching them in the act just made it even worse. I wish I would have stayed with Jennie much longer. I wish I waited for him to open the door for me so he'd have time to hide her somewhere. I wish. I wish.