Relive your memories ( bnha fanfic ) ( Kinda DekuBowl )

Blood

// also guys, Izuku does say lol, lmao and random slangs, he's carefree now

Izuku feels right he feels like he can do anything, he looked at the pool of blood in the sink and his wrists, they were stinging but they're healing up nicely

One more benefit to killing himself is each time he comes back he literally gets stronger, he washed off the blood on his wrists and started to bandage it up, it's the first time he has self harmed but he knows why people do it now, it just gives you a sense of relief, like you're releasing your rage on yourself

He also need to stop killing himself so much, if he's getting stronger that also mean he's getting harder to kill, he noticed that when he's sewing something, he tried to intentionally prick himself with a needle but it kinda just slid back, sure no more pricking fingers with the needle but no doubt that his skill will slowly get stronger and stronger that he wouldn't be able to kill himself as fast since he'd probably have to suffocate himself or have another quirk used on him

Or he'd just jump off but if he does survive that'll leave him in an array of broken bones and alive, so he's trying not to do that anymore, plus he jumped off a lot so he'd be more than surprised if he somehow didn't build any kind of resistance towards it

"Izuku?" He heard the door slightly open and he immediately hid his hands behind his back

"Hey mom? What's up"

"Your school called me earlier, they were concerned over... some stuff"

"What kind of stuff mom?"

"...are you okay sweetie?" He looked down guiltily at how concerned she sounded

"Don't worry about me mom! I'll be fine!"

"Are you sure sweetie?" He nodded

"Okay... But just so you know I'm always here Incase you need someone to talk to! Good night!" His mother smiled at him before leaving

He sighed, he felt so fake, he stared at the bandages on his wrists, he shouldn't have to hide this from his mom, he shouldn't have done this so that he doesn't have to hide anything for his mom, he just hopes that Incase they aren't fully healed by the morning his uniform will cover it up, he doesn't need Shinso to get more mad at him, he plopped into his bed and slept

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When Izuku woke up he removed the bandages, they were scabbing, definitely not completely healed yet well as long as he doesn't pick on them or anything he's sure he'd be fine but knowing Izuku's anxious fingers he can only hope for the best, when he was about to take a shower he noticed that there was scars like someone tried to claw him

Probably from when he tried to claw open his stab wound when he got fed up, he'd try not to think about it that much, he was in a real bad state yesterday he doesn't want a repeat of that, he took a quick shower and got changed into his uniform, again he asked his mom to add his breakfast to his lunch, he doesn't really feel like eating right now

He wore a surgical mask over his mouth and walked to the train station, he still felt like jumping infront of it but he'd rather not have a repeat of everything that happened earlier this morning, it's just too much work, when he got off the station he was surprised to see Shinso waving at him, he immediately went to him

"Shinso? What are you doing here?"

"I'm here to thwart any kind of evil that befalls you today"

"So you're trying to make Kacchan stay away?"

"Jeeze, you shouldn't call him with something so cute when he makes you cry, but yes, come on let's go to school" Izuku nodded and followed Shinso, he was clutching the back of his uniform but thankfully the purplenette didn't mind, they reached school with no worry and went to their classroom