After Wrong Number

See you again

It's been a long day, without you my friend.

And I tell you all about it, when I see you again.

We've come a long way from where we began

I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

When I see you again

Matthew Gray

This morning I felt the bliss and warming happiness flying around inside of my stomach. My smile was almost just as bright as the sunlight. I became giggly, thrilled and excited, because of last night.

Justin McCall made love to me.

This time was different since he was the second boy I had done this with and I wasn't the dominant one. But it honestly felt easing to me, this boy had been so gentle with me and I loved every second of what he did to me; his magnetizing touch, his soft kisses and the warmth his body gave off.

My heart raced just from the thought of him, my legs weakened with every minute that passed by and I was longing for his lips or at least a simple hug from him.

As long as I knew he was right there with me, that was all I needed to know.

His yesterday's love fulfilled me, his caring touch healed me in every which way and all of him gave me the strength I needed to move on. I wasn't the boy who shattered into sad pieces anymore.

He even changed me for the better.

An automatic smile came up my face and my stomach made some happy backflips once I saw my gorgeous green-eyed boyfriend walking down the stairs with his perfectly styled hair.

Why did everything turn into slow motion?

"Babe let's go, we have someone to visit" He smiled, grabbing my hand for comfort and to tell me that it would all be okay now.

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The urge to run away from this, to run away from the truth that I feared was high, but I couldn't and the fact that I had been powerless over this entire situation made me feel worse and guiltier towards him.

My heart anxiously beat faster against my chest along with my shaky hands that I couldn't seem to get control of. I could feel the same old knife, piercing through my heart and every of my past scars. That made me notice the familiar heavy dark clouds that made its appearance into my imaginary view.

But I had nothing to worry about, I was out of that dark tunnel and found my light sources which showed me the way out; to see the bright sun along with birds flying around and the white clouds hanging into the sky.

One of those sources was called Justin McCall.

For a short second I closed my eyes as I slowly breathed in and out.

Currently the sunlight reflected onto my face and clearly showed itself, having a way to make me feel at ease and calm my nerves down. My eyes decided in that moment to wandered to it as I slowly sat in front of it.

The soft gray stone illuminated as if it had never been touched.

Our beloved friend, son and boyfriend Rain Stanford.