Don't Wanna Cry (heavy editing)

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n o t e d i t e s

first of all, woah, we've come this far.
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❝don't look at me with sad eyes, i can see your aching heart.❞

looking back to those years before we face the true reality we are facing today, we were happy, we were inseprable,

funny how, everything changed, it went downhill for us, i dont know why either.

maybe you found someone else or you fell out of love.

but i can conclude that,

you became tired of me.

just like how everyone feels about me,

yesterday, you said you were going to meet up with your boss,

nice try, i know you're meeting up with her.

out of all people, why my sister?

i couldn't take away my sister's happiness, which was you,

but i need you too.

you are my husband, yet you love someone else now,

❝if you are just gonna do this, you should've left me.❞

weeks after weeks, i expected you to come face to face and tell me; that you love my sister,

i knew everything, but i still waited for you to tell me everything.

it was my birthday, we celebrated it together and you surprised me-but i felt like you did it out of pity.

❝jungkook-ah❞ i manage to croak out.

❝yes?❞ he replied.

❝i know everything...❞ i whispered, hands caressing his hair.

and then, you cried, i smiled at you.

❝it's alright jungkook-ah, i can't control your feelings.❞ i told him, hugging him as he hugged back.

❝i'm so sorry taehyung.❞ he cried, tightening the hug.
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❝if you're just gonna give me tears, what do i do?❞

we both layed ourselves in our comfy bed, you hugged me, silently crying.

❝stop crying jungkook-ah,❞ i said, i had to be strong, for the both of us.

❝since when?❞ i asked, now crying, i just couldn't control my tears.

❝last month, i'm so sorry, i wont ever do that again.❞ he whispered.
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❝i'm afraid i'll pace back and forth in memories.❞

yet what he promised was a lie, he got her pregnant, and now, i was going to give him the divorce papers, i'm going to let him go, for him to be happy.
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now, we really are divorced, at first you beg not to- but then, we forced you to, now you couldn't do anything, i'm sorry jungkook, i must let you go.

❝you and i, we became each others tears,
but looking back to that dazzling day,
when we held each other like dream,
i remember us back then..❞
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