[Part19]

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Taehyung pov

I sighed and watched her leave the classroom, that looser is trying way to hard to get y/n's attention. Even tho I don't love her love her. I still have a strong connection to her, she's like a close friends or even family to me. I don't even know why but I trust her. Way to hard, she's become a important part of my life and I'm not going to let some looser break her heart.

She's always so nice, he doesn't deserve her. I don't either but I'm going to keep dating her. Juts because I don't want 'him' to have her. I shouldn't do this but, I can't let go of her. I'm scared that if I do she will leave. And I can't let that happen. She's too important to me.

After a while she walked inside and sat down. Not bothering to answer the teacher. She seemed to have cried. I clinged my fist in anger, he said something to her again. That jerk.

I felt a pair of eyes on me, I looked towards the person and I saw that it was Sana. We stared at each other for a while before she quickly looked away. I told you I'm going to make you fall for me. I smirked before looking at Y/N, I hope I don't hurt her while trying to get what I want.

Y/N's pov

I didn't pay attention to the teacher one bit. The only thing inside my head was Jungkook. And only Jungkook.

I sighed heavily before packing my stuff and leaving the room once the bell rang.
"Hey wait up" I looked back to see Taehyung, I gave a small smile.
"I know you don't want to smile don't force yourself" he rubbed my back.

"I don't understand him" I mumbled to myself.
"Who?" Taehyung questioned.
"Nothing never mind, Umm can we talk?" I looked up at him.
"Yes as soon as we finish talking. We can do more than talking if you wish" he winked and I hit his chest.
"You never change" I laughed it off and walked to the cafeteria.

We both our lunch and we went outside to talk. I swing my feet back and forth deep in my thoughts.
"What did you want talk about?" I was interrupted by Taehyung. I took a deep breath started to talk.
"About us...like the dating thing, can we cut that out please" I said with a soft voice.

"Why...you don't like me or because of that looser" he replied with a annoyed tone.
"I do like you just not that way and it's not because of him.." I knew he knew I was lying.
I heard him sigh loudly. And let out a 'no'
"You agreed with the deal, so you have to do it until the end" he said standing up.
" please Taehyung I-I can't watch Jungkook become like that t-towards me" my voice cracked as tears escaped my eyes. He quickly turned around and looked at me with sad eyes.

"Please don't cry over him y/n, he doesn't deserve your tears" he said coming towards me and hugging me softly. It didn't feel weird about it, but it comforted me, a lot actually. I let my head rest on his shoulder.
I opened my eyes and quickly pulled away.
"J-Jungkook" I softly whispered. Taehyung looked back and scoffed.

"Jungkook Wait"I shouted but he walked away quickly. Ugh, now he'll think I like Taehyung.
"Don't worry about him y/n, lets go to class the bell rang" Taehyung took my hand and dragged me to class. I sat down but something inside me, wanted me to go find Jungkook.
I stood up suddenly.
"I'm sorry miss but I have to go home right now" I bowed to the teacher before running out.

I walked. Well move like ran around trying to find Jungkook. I went to his house but he wasn't there, then the park and then the shops. He was nowhere to be found. I sighed and sat down at a neck near a river I never knew that existed here.
"Where are you" I whispered to myself, feeling warm tears in my cheeks. It was getting dark so I stood up and looked around once more.

I spotted a black shadow needs a distance. I looked carefully and sighed is relief. I walked towards him and stood beside him.
He didn't notice for a while, I took the time to examine his face and expression.
He was clearly hurt. But just like before he's face was cold and plain, how did the warm and loving Jungkook change this quickly. What did I do so wrong.

He looked at me and widened his eyes.
"You should be at school" he said looking away.
I let out a little laugh.
"It's 5:40pm schools ended like two hours ago" I said still not talking my eyes off him.
"I should go then" he turned around and left me behind. I stood there and watched him leave. Again my tears slowly built up.
"Ugh" I let out a growl, I should have talked to him. I thought and ran after him.

"Jungkook Wait p-please" I panted and held his hands.
"I told you to avoid me y/n" he said yanking his hands away, I looked down sadly, that hurt....
"S-Sorry" I let out a apology holding my tears. I don't think I'll be able to hold it any longer tho.
"I-I'll leave you alone" I tried my best to sound normal. I took a step and stopped. I can't go. Not now.

"Please tell me why your acting this way?" I looked up at him.
"To be honest, I don't want you to get hurt, if you stay with me, you'll surely get hurt. I can't protect you I'm not strong like the other guys. I can't take care of you, I need to study and I won't be able to make time for you. I want to make my parents proud even if they treat me badly. It doesn't mean I can't just leave them and I can't, I'll never be able to do that....and I-I can't trust you y/n, I don't want to, I-Im sorry. But like I said thank you for everything but now I don't think we should be seen together. Taehyung is making you happy, and I'm happy to se you happy as well. So please just leave me alone, it's good for the both us" he voice cracked and he was on the edge of crying. His even word hurt me. "I can't trust you" I whispered to myself and nodded my head slowly. I painful smile landed on my lips before letting out a tear.

"I-I'm sorry you can't trust me either, I really thought I meant something to you, bye" I drowned in tears before walking ways quickly.
"Y/n!" I ran like there was no tmrw. I couldn't stop my tears or my voice. I was sobbing hard holding onto the edge of a bench. I held my hands on my chest. My does it sting and hurt so bad. Did I like him that much? Ofc I did what am I even thinking.
I fall on my knees and buried my face into my legs. I felt myself get dizzy and everything started to turn around me.

I got myself up on my feet carefully. But I couldn't move my feet, my tears were uncontrollable, why does it hurt so bad?!
I felt a car stop by me.
"Y/n" I felt a soft body wrap himself around me. Making me feel safe and comfortable.
"T-Taehyung" I whispered before everything went black.









Taehyung pov



I'm going to kill that peace of shit!

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