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Now showing private messages between BirthingCoach and RoastMasterV2

BirthingCoach: I know you're not going to reply to me

BirthingCoach: but since your number is going to be deactivated soon, all I have is this app

BirthingCoach: I miss you so much, Evan

BirthingCoach: it hasn't even been three days yet I feel like it's been an eternity since I've seen your face

BirthingCoach: people always say it gets easier, but when?

BirthingCoach: I want to see you so bad, Ev, I want to kiss you one last time, I'd do anything to see you one more time

BirthingCoach: day one after hearing the news, and I can't find my will to do anything

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BirthingCoach: day three, it hurts still, it hurts way more than before

BirthingCoach: why did you leave me? What did I do wrong? You told me that it wasn't my fault but I know it is, Evan, it's my fault that you're dead

BirthingCoach: it's all my fault

BirthingCoach: not to sound selfish

BirthingCoach: but how could you leave me like this?

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BirthingCoach: day five, fuck you for leaving me here, Evan.

BirthingCoach: fuck you and your adorable personality, fuck you and your perfect smile, fuck every little attractive thing about you

BirthingCoach: how could you fucking leave me, you bitch? How? How could you leave me?

BirthingCoach: please, please come back, Evan

BirthingCoach: I miss you so bad

BirthingCoach: I'll be better, I promise, it hurts so bad without you here

BirthingCoach: why couldn't you take me with you?

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BirthingCoach: it's been a week, guess you're really gone, huh?

BirthingCoach: I love you Evan, I hope you never forgot that, I love you so much

BirthingCoach: it hurts to know I'll never hear you say that, Ev, I'm never gonna hear you tell me you love ever again

BirthingCoach: why does it hurt so much?

BirthingCoach: why can't I do the one thing you wanted and not cry over you? Why does it hurt?

BirthingCoach: I want to see you, Evan, I really do, but I can't

BirthingCoach: I love you so much Evan

BirthingCoach: I keep repeating myself but I don't know what else to say except the things that I didn't say enough

BirthingCoach: I can't say anything except repeat the things that might have kept you here

BirthingCoach: you hurt me Evan, but it's fair

BirthingCoach: it's fair because I hurt you too

BirthingCoach: I'm sorry