Summary: A fake relationship ruined my real one...
Song: No air- Chris brown and Jordan Sparks
Y/N POV
I was getting ready for the teen choice awards, tonight my show "The 100" was nominated for one of the nominations and I was super excited. Also my other show ST was being nominated, even though I was new to the ST show I hoped that the fans liked me... Nope, I get hate. And yeah it's expected to get hate here and there but, this time it was different, no fan rarely liked me or even my character on the ST show.
Finn tells me to ignore the haters but it's difficult. What's also difficult is pretending like we're not a thing, I love him to the moon and back but we can't go public. For a publicity stunt his agency have managed to put Finn and Millie together, they are
'Dating'. Fillie and Mileven shippers are happy cause they think it's 'real' but for me it sucks because...
I can't be seen with Finn doing PDA, I can't do any couple things with him... I rarely see him because he has to do things with Millie to make them seem like a real couple. Even have cute pictures together on insta.
I get jealous but it's a job. Sometimes I feel like he truly does like like Millie...
Tonight Finn has to walk with Millie down the carpet, which leaves me walking alone without my boyfriend. Just last week I was at the ST premier for the new season and most of the fan's boo'd at me, I don't know why they dislike me so much, I didn't do anything. It breaks my heart knowing so many people hate me for doing my job. Hearing fans boo at me killed me, was I really that bad? Probably.
"You okay?" Sarah my makeup artist asked, I snapped out of my thoughts and shook my head out of disapproval.
"No. Just wished Finn was walking with me tonight. Wishing no fans 'boo' at me tonight as I walk down the carpet." I explained, Sarah gave me subtle smile.
"No one will 'boo' at you. You'll look too gorgeous and stunning, and Finn won't be able to keep his eyes off you when he sees you in your gown tonight. You look amazing." Sarah re-assured me. I giggled and mouthed a "thanks."
My hair was being touched up on last details so I went on my phone. I had recently posted a photo on Instagram with Finn, and of course it was a cute friendly selfie. The caption had nothing, just a plane selfie.
I examined the hate comments...
"@milliebobbybrown she's after your man"
"This doesn't beat Fillie, ew"
"FINNy boy get away from her."
"I don't like her at all. Finn better RUN!🏃🏻♂️"
"Finn makes this selfie 10x better."
"I see a slutty seal next to Finn😂😂"
"I don't like her character in stranger things, I only like her in the 100."
I clenched my jaw and placed my phone down.
"Y/N it's time to get into the gown, then you need to go and meet up with the cast." Sarah mentioned, I agreed and held my tears back. I was walking with the 100 cast tonight on the carpet, also sitting with them.
Quickly I got dressed and made sure to leave my hotel so I wasn't late when I arrive at the event.
Luckily I wasn't late and the event was only a 12 minute drive from my hotel. My ride pulled up to the event and that's where I met up with the rest of the cast.
I started walking down the carpet and felt as the glaring eyes of ST fans stared at me. My hands started shaking because how nervous I was. My co-stars were doing interviews on the sides while I made my way down the carpeted by myself.
"Y/N Look this way! Look here! Smile! turn!" The photographers yelled, I placed on a fake smile and turned to each camera. I heard suddenly a group of chattering and looked down the carpet to see Finn and Millie.
Posing like a couple, holding hands. I gulped and felt genuinely hurt. I wanted to cry.
"Finn and Millie! Great couple! Who00!" The paparazzi yelled out, I held back my tears and examined at how cute they looked.
Suddenly, they smiled at each other and leaned in to kiss one another....
The cameras started flashing and I could feel my heart drop, never have I ever had this happen unless it's a Mileven scene. Finn has never kissed Millie when she was just "Millie". I was hurt. I felt a dry lump in my throat and wanted to cry my eyes out. They looked good together, maybe me and Finn should just stop, maybe Fillie is better.
I started stepping back. I couldn't deal with tonight. Watching Finn kissing Millie killed my Overule mood. I'm leaving this event.
- How was this? 🤭🤠
