"See , the thing about you is
no matter how hard I try
no matter how far away I push my heart
no matter how long I deny it
I love you
and it's scary, because I think I always will
and I don't want that
I don't want to keep looking for you in everyone I meet
I don't wanna keep picking the colour purple all the time cause it reminds me of you
I don't wanna keep finding quotes to match how I feel
and it's scary
because you're all I've known for so long , what if I don't know how to love anyone else
cause they aren't you
what if I moving on is worse than staying
what if I can't ever look you in the eyes and feel nothing
and it's scary
that I'm waiting here
and I'll keep waiting
and waiting
even though you'll never come to me
I keep waiting
See, the thing about you is
I'm so in love with you, I can't love anything else
my heart just doesn't know how
and that is scary."
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Midnight wonders
Poetry•Exulansis: the tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it •Sciamachy: a battle against imaginary enemies, against your own shadow. •Eccedentesiast: a person who fakes a smile For some people...
