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forty-three.

6:17 pm

nojamsjimin
can we hang out pleaseeee
i miss u

sinfulsinai
i miss u too
but i cant today

nojamsjimin
why not :(
i can just come over
ill let u study if you have to

sinfulsinai
no jimin
i really cant

nojamsjimin
ok so whats wrong

sinfulsinai
sigh
i dont wanna talk about it

nojamsjimin
is it ur parents

sinfulsinai
that obvious huh

nojamsjimin
i just know you
what happened

sinfulsinai
everything's a mess
my mom called me to come over
and when i got to their place they were arguing
and now my dad stormed off and my mom is begging me to help her find him
shes drunk again
i dont know what to do

nojamsjimin
aish jagi
do you want me to come over and help?

sinfulsinai
no
pls dont
it'll be fine

nojamsjimin
it doesnt seem like it
plus i can help you look for him

sinfulsinai
jimin seriously
dont

nojamsjimin
why not, sinai?
why does it seem like im only in your life for the ups and when it comes to the downs its like i dont exist

sinfulsinai
because i dont want you to be a part of that side of my life

nojamsjimin
then how can this ever work
just trust me
i will help you

sinfulsinai
its not a matter of trust

nojamsjimin
then what is it

sinfulsinai
its just that you only got a glimpse of how bad it gets
its nowhere near what ive been dealing with all these years
and i just
im not ready for you to look at me and my life differently

nojamsjimin
sinai
i will never look at you differently because of the things that have happened to you
nobody's perfect you know? i dont expect you to be
so please, let me help

sinfulsinai
sigh
can you pick me up at my parents'?
ill send u the address
we can go look for him together

nojamsjimin
of course
ill be there in a second

sinfulsinai
jimin?

nojamsjimin
yes?

sinfulsinai
thank you so much
for just...
for being you

nojamsjimin
dont thank me
you'd do the same for me

sinfulsinai
without a second thought

nojamsjimin
i...
really do like you sinai

sinfulsinai
i like you too
a lot

nojamsjimin
im getting in the car now

sinfulsinai
drive safe

nojamsjimin
always

author's note

im so sorry this is so short and lAME :')

ive been so busy with exams its crazy. i hope that in a couple weeks i can get back to updating daily.

btw, check if you've read the chapter between this one, i feel like some of ya'll might not have gotten the notif or something

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