"i just cant accept the fact that he's really gone." ➳ k e n z i e.
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liked by ybnnahmir , ybnalmightyjay, and 345,329 others. ybnkenziee: today i lost my little brother and my life will never be the same. never did i think that i would be saying rest in peace to your name so soon. 💔 you were my baby brother, a great role model, and of course a great father to jaylen. you would always make sure i was okay. you would always check up on me. we would always make jokes with eachother. we would always make fun of eachother, and not get butthurt about it. we would fight of course, but get over it eventually. but now, this can't continue anymore cause you're gone. 😪 this just feels so unreal. you only spent seventeen years on this earth, and had a successful future ahead of you. you were just gone way too soon. 🤦🏽♀️ we're definitely gonna find out who did this to you, and they're gonna rot in a cell. rest in peace kade. i love you with all my heart, and i always will. ❤️
ybnkimmy: miss you so much kade. 💔🤧 ybnnahmir: Shit is crazy man. 😪💔 ybnalmightyjay: wasn't expecting this shit to happen at all 🤧💔 ybnglizzy: miss you already bro . 😓❤️ ybncordae: fly high bro 🤕👼🏽🖤 . ybn_manny: 💔 ybnfan39: this boy had a son, and now his son won't be able to remember his father. this boy is not even a year old yet, and his father was killed. who's gonna be the father in this kid's life now? this just breaks my heart, another black man killed over nothing. i hate this world, may he rest in peace. #justiceforkade kierra.bryant: my heart is hurting. ☹️ this doesn't feel real. #ripkade ybnal: rest in peace bro 💔 ybnnfanpage: stay strong kenzie. ❤️ and may he rest in peace. this is so sad. 🤕 ybn.kamari: r.i.p bro, we all miss you. 😓 view more comments...
tears rolled down my face. we were now back at nahmir's house. everyone was sobbing, even the kids.
like i said, it didn't feel real. i just cant accept the fact that he's reallygone.
i wiped the tears falling from my eyes, but i knew that wasn't gonna do anything because new ones had formed.
they killed my baby brother.
the same words replayed over and over in my head. why kade? what did he do to deserve that?
"at le— at least h-he's watching down on u-us." kierra stuttered, and more tears fell from her eyes.
"y-yeah." kim said, and laid on me. both of us had no idea what to say or do.
we just couldn't believe or accept it. we couldn't believe that our brother was murdered.
it felt like he was still on the earth, but we knew deep down that he wasn't.
my heart was aching, everything just hurt. why the fuck would they kill kade?
glizzy rubbed my back, and i cried into his chest. both nasir and i were crying into his chest.
this just didn't feel real. but, deep down... i knew that it was, unfortunately.
four days later... ➳➳➳
today was the day of kade's funeral. i was wearing a black and white dress, and mild makeup cause i knew i was gonna ball my eyes out.
"come on." glizzy said, and kissed my forehead. he wrapped his arms around me, before grabbing my hand and walking with me to nahmir's van.
we got into the van, and nahmir drove off to the place they were holding the funeral at.
we finally got there after thirty minutes, and got out of the car. tears rolled down my face, and we weren't even in the funeral home yet.
"mommy, kay-kay want us to be happy." nasir said, and wiped my eyes.
aw, what would i do without this kid?
"he's right." kierra said, and sniffled.
"i-i know." i stuttered, and sighed. we walked into the back of the funeral home, where a bunch of chairs were set up by a hole dug in the ground.
we were a few minutes early, and there was already a lot of people here. most of them were from his dad side of the family, and some of them were his friends from high school.
"today." the man started. "we say farewell to our dear friend kade. a great father, wonderful brother, a son, and good friend."
the closed-coffin was lowered into the ground and as it got lower, and lower my heart broke even more. i couldn't even look anymore.
i looked at kim, who was sitting in her chair with her head in her hands, balling her eyes out.
"mane... he didn't deserve this shit." jay said, and a tear rolled down his face.
"this is really goodbye." i whispered, and closed my eyes. "i love you kade."
they started burying him, and i couldn't even bare to watch that.
"fuck bruh." nahmir said, and wiped his eyes. "i cant even watch this mane."
"me neither." i said, and looked away.
➳➳➳
i woke up, and sat up. i balled my eyes out, and everyone came running into the room.
"you good?" they all asked. i saw kade's face and immediately sighed in relief.
it was all just a bad dream, thank god. but at the same time, i felt like it was a wake up call.
"bruh, we gotta move." i said. "i feel like i'm gonna lose one of you if we don't."
